Christopher, for some reason I get the sense that this entry's purpose is less to vent than it is to get my attention. Well, you have it. First off, I'm sorry. And for more than one reason, but the one I'll mention here is that I'm sorry you're sick because I'm probably the one who made you that way.
Sometimes I worry about you. Actually, I worry about you a lot. The fact that you didn't call me is bothersome. You don't even know what happened but you just assume I purposely blew you off. It upsets me that you don't trust me, despite the fact that I've put so much trust in you, (that unfortunately was slightly unfounded).
Regardless of the past, I still care about you. It matters to me how you are doing in all three states: physically, mentally, and emotionally. Because of this, I will pray that God take care of any and all your needs. Get well soon because you deserve to feel better.
not all that was about you, and what is, probably isnt what you think it is. you lost your phone and i couldnt find your home number, how could i call you? you are right, i dont know what happned, because you never called me back, i waited and waited and waited thinking that you would... but you didnt, how was that supposed to nake me feel? and the fact that i couldnt call you didnt help. how was that not trusting you? one way or another you did blow me off, and didnt even call me today. Hope, how much trust can you say you have put in me? you have alwys kept me at arms reach, thats probably the part that hurts the worst.
Well after a very long time I am back. Sorry that you are/ were sick. I am also going to thank you for helping Mike. I wish things would get etter for you, because when you are like this it frightens me a bit. So if you are still sick hope you feel better.
its ok, im just one of those unstable people, im not like this all the time. when you mix that with a verry emotional person, the turnout isnt always good. you know, i havnt really talked to you much, i would have talked to you a little when we moved mike in but it was soo fricking late, i hadnt slept and i was a little sick, lol.
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Sometimes I worry about you. Actually, I worry about you a lot. The fact that you didn't call me is bothersome. You don't even know what happened but you just assume I purposely blew you off. It upsets me that you don't trust me, despite the fact that I've put so much trust in you, (that unfortunately was slightly unfounded).
Regardless of the past, I still care about you. It matters to me how you are doing in all three states: physically, mentally, and emotionally. Because of this, I will pray that God take care of any and all your needs. Get well soon because you deserve to feel better.
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Hope, how much trust can you say you have put in me? you have alwys kept me at arms reach, thats probably the part that hurts the worst.
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I had an extremely uncomfortable sleep last night because I tried to sweat mine out...
I'm definitly still sick! :(
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