So I guess Ill give a short update. School has been in for two weeks. I have spent most of my time trying to figure out how to make friends in my classes...no one tries to be friendly but me...I honestly cant be the only one searching for friends can I? Or is everyone else just as timid as me? I'm trying really hard to let the best of me shine and ( Read more... )

So my summer is almost at an end...I have to say it was pretty crazy ( Read more... )

So heres my day...and what a joke it is...seriously ( Read more... )

I'm sitting next to my best friend :)

Its almost 2 am and I just want to call home and tell my Mom everything. How I feel everyday. My struggles my frustrations how I wish I could be with someone who would respect me and treat me like a princess. What happened to that? He still has not bought me flowers. I have asked for them multiple times and still he cant do that for me. I have ( Read more... )

I'm in a bad mood again. I stopped taking my zoloft because it disrupts my menstrual cycle. So I wake up annoyed and mad for no reason. I cant help but remind myself of that kid in the wheelchair who tapped on the glass to my work and pointed at his mouth telling me to smile. If he can. I can. If he can make it through the day. So can I ( Read more... )

So I've been home a week now. It has flown by. I have had such a crazy time being home. Just going to workout at my old job has been weird. I can conclude that...nothing changes. People usually are up to the same things...and still have their same ways. Ive been going back and fourth with something lately...and its honestly been so hard. How can I ( Read more... )

yes I know its 4 in the morning and I'm up...this is partially due to cody biting my foot and the fact that I have so much on my mind ( Read more... )

So I'm going home tomorrow. Part of me loves having a bit of a change but the other part hates it. I live two completely different lives. It probably has something to do with the fact I live halfway across the country from home. I do love living in Boise though. I have grown up so much throughout the year and the fact that I plan on living in Boise ( Read more... )

So I'm going to start out by saying its Saturday and I spent the day shopping by myself. Which is okay..I realize its okay to do things on your own. This whole week though, I feel ed has been staying at work later to hang out with the guys which is fine but now he doesn't seem to want to spend time with me during the weekend...He pretty much ( Read more... )