and here I sit...

[halohesh]

quiet again in here. It's almost like a secret hiding place to just curl up and pay attention to the silence. A place to be alone, have solitude, peace... i like secret places. I always had one until I moved out here, then i just felt vulnerable all the time. I'm starting to get one back... I guess my live journal is it. Fuck i want peace.

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Zen

[anonymous]

Through self-examination, you’ll probably feel pretty horrible. It is an exhaustive process, one that requires questioning practically every personal practice and relationship. But when that point of realization comes, that sudden enlightenment, it will all be worth it. Most don’t ever try. Many fall into a state of self-loathing and depression. Those that succeed understand its necessity; the deconstructing of a world based on illusion and skewed priority.

Life is meaningless. Death is meaningless. Stop trying to control everything, and just let go...

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