omg....i just cant do this anymore. goodbye jenny i will miss your happy face there to greet me at int the morning in the middle of summer..after no sleep and a great time.........goodbye. jenny R.I.P

is there any reasonwhy i still try? and give a shit about these people ( Read more... )

the only time i ever really update in here is when i dont really want anyone to read it lol. but yet i always have te chance of someone reading it...make sense?...nah.. not to me ither dont worry ( Read more... )

i really hate having to make decisions. hmm....haha. im really disappointed in this friend of mine. they told me so much how they would never change for another person, or how they hate people who do. its like the only reason you dont is becuz you have never had to, i find that funny becuz god knows i would never say that to their face becuz id be ( Read more... )

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so now ive fucking heard eveything from i did it to be "popular" to "doing it for daniel". i mean its fucking no ones business if annoying me when people will degrade me as much as to say i did it to be "popular" fuck that.ugh fucing stupid. whatever. screw you all.im not that fuckng sallow and if you dont kow that then damn how can you ever say ( Read more... )

all i ever do is seem to let people down. god it hurts.all i want to do is be happy, and normal....but its like no....never.im sry im not the perfect daughter...grandaughter...friend.....but ite not like i dont try.thats all i do. is try. but what about me. its tearing me apart. its a game of t.o.w...and im the rope.

missing camp.

and megan.

feeling crapy. my stomache still hurts like hell.

but all around it was an ok day. kinda boring. nothing interesting.

yeah. well. bye.

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hmmmm.....life has gotten interesting. well kinda. life is always interesting in a way. but i dunno. i havnt updated in the same day in a while. hmmm...rite ( Read more... )

relay was fun as hell if you want full account go to my xanga. lol.

my stomache hurts like whoa.

got new shoes. and my glasses. its kinda weird having them. lol not used to them yet. so yeah. well not much else.

byes.