the past shallows me whole
i surrendered my heart
those tht felt the great wieght of the world
saw things clear
i lost control

comforted by the pain
of being ripped apart
she stole away to an alcove
bringer of escape
and longing that never let me go

fascination
all i can say
rung through the lens
asfixiaition
murder me tonight
for the sake of

just bc i smile
doesnt mean im ok
when u hear me laugh
i feel my soul fade away

just bc u leave imprints on my heart
doesnt mean i care

lying without saying a word

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i was socially inept and emotionally bankrupt
from a sector in my brain
i sent my knife towards you
love tearing a vein
sucker punched and docile
yr coming apart in my arms
eyes glazed and buried
the sun, the sea and eternity
if u ever come here again
i wonder wht yll think
squeeze those pressed lips riping good and vicious

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she covers the stars with marigolds
she tears a bit of me off
stranded, belonging to her whim
the sky it parts
the lightning carves out the night
i need to eat some more
this mood is coarse
she lied, though i wasnt sure
i pick up a dandolion
and make many wishes
i feel tortured
the kiss of pain
marks its territory
i wake and sleep
to an empty