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[halucin0jenx]

I want to scream, run through the streets, and yell at the world, the idea of a baseball bat and smashing everything in sight is a pleasing thought as well. What does that say about me? I am angry, sure I will own that

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[valkyri]

I felt just that way after my last relationship ended. The thing is, he wasn't right for me, we weren't right for each other, and I'm glad it ended. Yes, I tried, yes I wasted my time, yes I was always there for him and he wasn't there for me, but know what?

Six weeks later the love of my life walked in. Sometimes Jen, things happen for a reason.

[halucin0jenx]

I apperciate your input. I have missed live journal. It was such a great source of release for me. I think I will be around for awhile if nothing else to keep my sanity...

I am relieved in some wasy that my relationship ended. There was always somethign missing from it, and it was very draining in the end on me. I just am still angry over all the outside choas life seems to toss my way on a daily basis lately... And I am resentiful that my "friends" can't be there for me, when I need them the most...