WOW, WOW, WOW!... I've had such a change in mood for the day!  Seen Mr. Bill Zalba at the mall today and seein him sorta changed my attitude... there's actually a chance!  He obviously never called the first time we gave him our numbers BUT he said he lost them SO today we gave him our numbers again <~~~ this time he put them in his phone AND he's ( Read more... )

... why does everybody get to have their perfect little relationships, when the guy I want doesn't even know I exist ::Everybody feel what I feel (broken, hopeless, lonely, I can still go on BUT I WON'T so... FEEL THAT + MORE):: ...

"I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I dont look
But deep ( Read more... )

At least we were slow at work so I got out early!  Other than that I love my lame life I guess!  So when will I get a boyfriend... o lemme answer that myself NEVER!  "I'm so sick of bein lonely" <~~~ great song lyrics... it's prolly my anthem n shit!  I NEED A MAN, lol!  I'm done lookin tho... I guess I'll wait OR become a nun ~~~> somebody shoot ( Read more... )

I love it when everything is GAY!  Work sucks... today we weren't really busy and I was ready to leave at 8:30 (which is an hour before I was scheduled to leave) but then some nasty family comes in and sits at my CLOSED table and I had to wait an hour for them to leave!  I was ticked!  Then I got home and my Mom decided today she was gonna be a B ( Read more... )

I don't think anybody could be "rawer" then me, Court, and Ton!  Bill Zalba is off the hook... can't wait to party it up with that hottie... who knows <~~~ this could be the start of beautiful things to come (grimey) Ambler... HECK YES!

It's been a while since I last updated... imagine that!  A lot has happened KINDA!  Our school counselor came into class to talk to us about college and he said it wasn't too late to apply... so I'm gonna send in an app. to Baker and hopefully get into the class I want (if it's not all full).  Court and me finally got to go to a hockey game again ( Read more... )

The dance was pretty fun... BEN IS SO FRIGGEN CUTE!  <~~~ I think we're "talkin" er somethin... BUT who knows cuz whenever I think I'm "talkin" to somebody it never works I guess!  Anywho... had to work today ~~~> that was about GAY... I only friggen made $11.  Now I'm sittin at Courtneys with Jodi and Courtney (imagine that) and they're watchin ( Read more... )

Gosh nothing ever goes on anymore... or there are things going on and I just don't hear about them?! Tomorrow is a game and *snowcoming* dance... how friggen fun is that LOL! I have to work almost all weekend ~~~> WACK! Hopefully I'll be rollin in the dough er somethin! Once again I am gonna bring up the fact that I want a boyfriend LOL! ( Read more... )

I have to work today... how gay is that S!  I hate work and if I don't make mad money I might be angry LOL <~~~ I love to be grimey er somethin!  I love how our friends call us all the time... haha!  I think my biggest pet-peeve is when somebody says they'll call you back and they DON'T; it's really the cool thing to do you know!  When Court goes ( Read more... )

P.S.~~~> not that it matters but that hockey player I gave my number to (Matt Suderman #71) so called me... BOOYA BITCHS... grimey YES... but he's raw fer real LOL!