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No sleep.
One fuck up after another, waiting for the next ( Read more... ) -
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Me and John Bailey's 1 year anniversary is Friday. I can't believe it.
I love him so, so, so, so much <3
I'm making him something sweet :)
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Well, I don’t think I’m any very special kind of person down here, I know better. But I don’t think you’re gonna find anybody, not anybody, who can say that they tried like I tried. The worst that you can say all about me is that I’m never satisfied. -
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My MIP first offense probation class got canceled again. Good thing, because it's tomorrow and I don't have the money right now. It really sucks being on probation still for an MIP when I'm 21 years old. It's embarrassing ( Read more... ) -
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I just want to get so skinny again that my period stops.
I'm disgusting.
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I'm scared I'll never get over this. At the same time, I don't want to. It's fucked up.
"I’m quite harmless now, you see. To you. And now nobody can hurt me on the inside. I have this trick-anything you can do to me, I do to myself already. And I hit harder than you ever could." -
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Don't ever try to change me, I've been in this thing too long. There's nothing you can say or do to make me think I'm wrong. -
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I swear to god, this my 4th fucking pregnancy scare since November '09.
I know deep down inside it's not true and my period has been fucked ever since my eating disorder started, but jesus.
I feel fucking huge and can't stop eating.
I'm fucking dieting until I lose 15 fucking pounds. Seriously.
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I'm never eating again.
