just got laid, it was fantasic.

i cut a chunk out of my finger when i was chopping up onions.

that sucked.

i start work monday.

and i have a test tuseday.

yeehaw.

im looking forward to tomorrow, cause my mom is making bean dip.

and thats the shit.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATI, YOU HOT MOTHER FUCKER!

i have never been so scared in my life.

i need something to happen.

otherwise im going to have to look into my options.

anyway.

next time we see the women beater from nextdoor we're all kicking his ass.

i have a second interveiw on monday.

fuck im terrified.

i still have so much pain to get over.

"sooner or later one of us must know,that i really did try to get close to you."

dylan is the man. and i dont care what anyone has to say about him.

i made 1 friend at school yesterday.

sometimes i still feel terrible about the way things ended last summer.

i guess things are never really what they seem.

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so tomorrow i start school.

i hope i do okay.

the wings game was good tonight.

my boyfriend is the cutest thing in the universe.

the crinkles are moving.

billy is watching the metal movie for problly the billionth (i dont know if thats a word) time.

i just pulled jimmys finger and he farted really loud.

i want to see stevie murphy really bad, cause ( Read more... )

last night we demolished an ounce.

merry x-mas it was.

man im horny.

james brown is gone.

only one word to descirbe this christmas.

arygle.

i did get a box of cap'n crunch though, which im absolutly pumped about.

i hope you all have a wonderful day.

yesterday was good.

punched ryan in the face twice.

a few shots, a few bowls,a few blunts.

ryan and nick put lighter fluid on a beanie and lit their heads on fire.

me and vinny stole the baby jesus.

i beat ryans ass.

today is an extreme pile of shit.

now im crying uncontrolably.

im completely worthless to everyone.

a disappointment to my family.

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i need to let it out.

there are way way way too many youngsters my age and around my age getting pregnant.

honestly off the top of my head i know 14 -18 people having a baby.

its ridiculous.

does no one know how to use a condom anymore?

i think these people are way too fucking young to be having a baby especially when they cant support themselves.

it ( Read more... )

im so unhappy today its ridiculous.

my mom hates me.

she has for a while now i guess.

but it all came out this morning.

i want to burn my house to the ground.

"when im worried and i cant sleep, i count my blessings instead of sheep."

bing crosby is right.

everyone has a lot of shit happening and a lot to deal with.

i dwell on bad things for so long i cant see the good in front of me.

i have a good family,good friends, a great boyfriend.

and if i cant accomplish all my goals right now its okay.

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