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[hamhamhartbreak]

This is stupid but I really miss Fish. I haven't seen him for like a week and a half and his phone is turned off and I am scared that he died. I even looked in the obituaries yesterday. He is the kind of person that I wouldn't be surprised if he just died from some weird cause one day. That is really sad. I want to see him so badly, I feel really

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[schnitzelsheen]

Elana, you know I adore you, you're my little elana poodle. It isnt that I am mad at you or Mirra, I just feel like I dont really have any close friends anymore. Sure, I have friends here in Oregon and I enjoy their company, but their arent my best friends. Dont worry Elana, you have done absolutely nothing to offend me. I just feel really left out because I know that Hadley and Mirra are best friends now or whatever, and I feel out of the loop. That's all. I just dont think that I will ever go back to New Mexico, because lord knows I am not wanted.

I know I am probably just being really dramatic, I have just been having nightmares about Mirra hating me and such. I dont know, id ont know, i dont know, i dont know..........I just crazy!

Anyway, I also have tons of fun with you Elana and you should know that.