and it's not from bumpin fuzzies! It's from sitting on this chair all day.....wont anyone wax something for the love of god!

Is that I am so happy me and Chris are back together. I love him..maybe more now..let me check....YUP I do
Thats all I will see him soon....I'm like a giddy little girl..Thats all
Go listen All You Need is Love.

I had a good holiday. gottogohome early from work and i took this amazing nap that just gave me a whole new day got my smoke on and my drink on and well i have a smile on my face.

why cant we all be like skillet, skillets got the right idea with those machine guns

No Doubt, it is hard. But I don't know where that fine line betwen Figureing things out slowly and ignoring whats a head of you. My mind over analyzes so when i have problems I need to deal with them one step at a time, this takes time. Figureing out your own mind can be a hard thing sometimes. heh but you know I half way believe that whatver the ( Read more... )

It's hard to love and not be loved, it's hard to please your mind. I try to make everyone happy. and throughout my life I neglected myself. I'm not to sure what do with myself at this point in my life. I just had an awakening if you will. I think i tried so hard to please everyone i've forgotten what it is that makes me happy. My forever life's ( Read more... )

You know, I've made a lot of recent changes, And I really feel alive for the first time in a long time, I feel like I'm living for myself for once.and itds fucking cheesey to say things like " I feel Alive etc etc etc" BUT REALLY I feel a spark of energy through me im on MY RULES MY TERMS...I gotta tell ya' it's a nice feeling. I can see life a ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is about mornings but i guess I'm kind of an A.M Kinda gal. Maybe it's when my head is most clear, soberest. Not as if I am some kind of "Loadie" I just smoke Ganja to calm my nerves all day long like a diabetic takes Insulin. I am neurotic, that is my excuse ( Read more... )

Soo i have had this LIVE journal about 1 year now and I've used it solely to spy. I have a REAl journal that I often neglect, but what the hell I guess it is kinda nice to say what your thinking aloud I know my thoughts drive me crazy sometimes, seems like a single thought never ends. Im curious to read feedback. opinions etc. so this is my ( Read more... )