got a new journal.

its friends only.

just add me, and i'll add you back.
or say something...

wegetthrough

is the name.

i bought a new journal

so goodbye everyone.
i will not erase my account
it has too many memories

but i am sick of being hurt by fake substances
by people only linked to me through them

maybe you will care now

but it is my fault anyway, right?

done.

for good.

you know what cd i really enjoy?

coheed and cambria's second stage turbine blade

i want to sleep so badly.

i can't help but feel that everyone has moved on from me

while i have been flailing my arms waiting for someone to see them....

but i am to blame
for everything

i am the one always left out
kicked out of my home

and yet i am the one everyone gets mad at

wow
i really am THAT awful.

everytime i drive back to bellingham from spokane
that night i am haunted by nightmares of driving

last night i didn't sleep AT ALL
and now i have a bio test....
yuck!

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just finished the Bell Jar
by Sylvia Plath

i think i will now take a break for a bit
and then resume reading

that and TOP CHEF is on tonight

and i am a sucker for cooking competitions.

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