[FIC] Playing A Role [chapter 3]
Title : Playing A Role [chapter 3]
Author : hanashiaru
Rating : PG
Genre: Romance. Angst-Fluff.
Pairing : YamaJima, YabuNoo
Summary : A secret was revealed in.. a happy family.
Warning: Uhm, since I still put Kazu in this ffic so... MPREG =3=a
A/N : Another story of... my ffics which are including Yamada twins and Kazu-chan
Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2
“You look tired, damn it, Yuto. Get some rest! Go home, now.”
A nonsense reply, “It’s okay, Yabu-kun. I can handle it.“
“I don’t wanna get scolded by Kei because he thought that I’m the one who makes you work twenty four hours nonstop. Now, go home.”
Silence.
“GO HOME!”
A loud bang sound from the desk, and Yuto harshly stood up and walked out fastly without giving his boss a single last word. Yabu could only take a heavy sigh as his eyes were still looking at Yuto while hoping that everything would be better before he dragged his feet for following the younger guy.
“I’ll take you home.” Yabu said quietly.
Yuto rolled his eyes lazily, “I’m not a child.”
“I won’t let you have any car accident for the third time in your life. Your head is burning. Now, give me your key.”
Yuto was still motionless.
“Yuto.”
“Fine.” He took the key out from his pocket and handed it to Yabu.
The older smirked and put the key to its hole, bringing himself inside the car, no needed a long time for waiting Yuto to also enter the car. Yabu let silence cover the situation as he began to drive the car, taking a glance at the younger for several times.
“Come on, Yuto.” Yabu said, tapping the younger’s back excitedly, “It’s been a long time since I never see your dorky smile. And you still haven’t changed, you’re no fun anymore.”
Yuto didn’t respond.
“Do you think you look cool with that style? Goddamnit, Yuto.”
“Shut up.”
Yabu chuckled spontantly, “Who are you, exactly?”
A sigh escaped from his lips, “You don’t know anything, don’t say something useless.”
“I know everything. My Kei-chan is always spying your family. Don’t make a protest, because it’s influenced your work also.”
“I’ve done well in job.”
“But the company situation around you is dark. I don’t like it.”
Yuto took a sigh.
“What’s the problem is your spouse had betrayed you, I sensed it as a horrible thing. Yes, a big liar. I admit it. But think about it, clearly. He was trapped. He was trapped by the condition at that time, yet he felt happy. Right?”
The younger guy breathed out, “But still, he lied.”
“Then please, positioning yourself as him at that time. Do you think you wouldn’t make a lie? You would say the truth and let your happiness go far?”
“I..”
“If I were him, I would do the same thing. I would lie because I’m still a human who wants a happiness.”
Yuto ruffled his hair in a slight desperate, closing his eyes as he took a deep breathe. Those words were cruelly stabbing his heart, continously.
“And you even already have a child, for God’s sake.”
The younger could only turn his head to avoid sharing a look with the older. True, he already had a child. He freakingly loved his son, his only son. Who wouldn’t? Every child could melt people’s heart easily, he certainly felt it.
The car was stopped, Yabu immediately got out of the car, following by the younger.
“Why are you following me?” Yuto asked, intense.
“Don’t you wanna thank me? My my, Yuto. Where’s you manner?” Yabu shook his head, and soon he chuckled a little, “Beside, my Kei-chan is here. I guess.”
Yuto rolled his eyes before he entering the house with Yabu who was tailing him.
“Hey, Kou!” Inoo, who was carrying a two years old baby, spontantly grinned widely and made his way to his beloved boyfriend, “You’re here!”
“As you see.” Yabu smiled back, quickly kissing Inoo’s forehead before looking at the little creature in his boyfriend’s carriage. “Wow, Kazu-chan is really a boy now. You’ve done well, Ryo-chan.”
The called chubby guy just smiled by the words, “Long time no see, Yabu-kun. Please take your seat.”
“Ji-chan.” The boy smiled widely, revealing his growing teeth as he lifted his tiny hands trying to reach the new guy in front of him. “Ji-chan.”
“Yabu ji-chan.” Yabu laughed, ruffling his hair while taking the boy in his carriage. And soon he took his seat just like Ryosuke offered before, “So cute. We should make our baby once we’ll get married, Kei.”
Inoo just punched his boyfriend’s shoulder as Ryosuke giggled and watched how happy Kazu was with the people around him. The shortest guy looked around, trying to search his husband and soon he could only make a dissapoint look for staring at his door bedroom which was closed already.
Yuto was laying his own body on the bed, his eyes were closed, trying to release the tiredness of his life. Every breathe was taken was so heavy, his life was laid in a mess and he still didn’t know what should he do for the next life.
He opened his eyes, reaching his cellphone and his thumb was reflectly opening the images folder. So many pictures that he saved, even when he was still wearing his Junior High School uniform. One by one, he opened the pictures, revealing one by one memories those are almost forgotten.
There.
A beautiful living creature who was capturing his heart at that time, making him secretely took his picture with his cellphone. A bright smile and a kind gesture, he clearly still remembered it all. Three perfect pictures were taken and he immediately approached the boy, making his way to ask the boy to go home together while introducing himself. As expected, the boy was very kind to accept it. There, he was very glad for ever knowing Yamada Kyosuke in his life.
A surprise was taken when he knew that the boy had a twin. The faces were very identical, all of their psychicals until he thought that he might fell for the twin if he met Ryosuke first. But as the time went on, he knew it was wrong. He loved the younger rather than the older, because he could see the strength in Kyosuke’s calmness.. the younger wasn’t that weak, and the words which came out from Kyosuke were always warming.
Mentally, the twins were different.
Seven months since they knew each other, and finally he made an certain action. A relationship, before it was too late. And gladly, the boy was accepting him. The day ended up with a smile, with their first purely kiss.
How much he loved the boy so badly.
And how hurt he was for knowing the person he loved the most was now had unmoving body and was burried with the ground. His love was dead, suddenly, without him knowing. He was getting hurt, for sure, so much. Knowing he was marrying a different person, feeling like he had betrayed his love. He didn’t know what to do. He was just too shocked.
Every pictures which he took, every old moment was revealed again.
He cried silently, curling his body up into a ball while humming incoherent words like; he was so sorry, he couldn’t protect his love, he failed to play his role.
He missed his love.
“Papa.”
Startling by the sudden voice, he turned his head, forgetting he hadn’t wiped his tears away. There his son was standing in front of the door, watching at him curiously.
“Come here.” Yuto’s eyes softened, he smiled a little while tapping the matress.
The little boy smiled back, running to the bed and threw his body freely onto the bed. Soon enough, his round eyes stared at Yuto’s eyes and he plunged himself into his father’s embrace, snuggling happily. Yuto could only stroke his son’s back and kissed the boy’s hair dearly. Still snuggling with him, Kazu was smiling at him and reach Yuto’s face to wipe the tears away. This child still didn’t know what the tears mean, he just wanted to play with his father’s face but it was enough to make Yuto smile between the tears that stubbornly didn’t wanna stop.
“Papa. Cries.”
Yuto tried to smile, “It’s okay.”
The baby clung on Yuto and tried to reach something beside him.
“Mama..”
His cellphone, with Kyosuke’s picture still displayed on it.
And a silent tear continued rolling down.
***
“Kei auntie is sooo pretty. Kazu still remembers this face as well.”
Years were gone just like a flash.
And it was a year already since finally his cousin had married after Yabu could make sure that he would live in this town for the last. Sunday afternoon came, and here Ryosuke and his son were, in the garden to enjoy the fresk air and took a look at the photos of the happy couples.
“Ah, Kazu misses Kei auntie.” The four years old boy giggled, “Ne, Mama. Did Papa and Mama also smile happily like this? Kazu never saw the photos when Papa and Mama were married.”
Ryosuke’s eyes softened even though there was a sudden clench on his heart, “Of course. The photos are still stored in Obaa-chan’s house, we can pick them when we visited Obaa-chan. Ne?”
“Yeay!”
“You’re so excited.” Ryosuke commented as he closed the album in his hand.
Kazu laughed a bit before jumped onto his mother’s lap, “Because Kazu wants to see Papa and Mama smile.”
“What?” Ryosuke asked, “I’m smiling now.”
“No no no, that’s not what Kazu means.” The boy shook his head, soon enough, he was opening the album again and pointed a picture where his auntie and his new husband were smiling together. “There are two smiles, ne, Mama? Kazu wants to see Papa and Mama smile, together.”
Ryosuke smiled bitterly, feeling dissapointed to himself because of the feeling that the boy’s felt right now.
“One smile isn’t enough?” Ryosuke asked jokingly.
“Well, two is better.” Kazu grinned, “But Kazu loves Mama’s smile the most!”
Ryosuke pecked the boy’s nose lightly before took the boy off from his lap, “Let’s go back.”
“You first, Mama. Kazu still wants to be here.”
“Make sure you’re inside already before three o’clock.” Ryosuke said as he smiled when the boy nodded his little head obediently.
He made his way to back into the house before catching his husband’s figure all the sudden.
“Where are you going?” Ryosuke asked.
“I’m taking Kazu for a while.”
“Where?”
A quick silence before Yuto answered, “Your brother’s grave.”
Ryosuke’s lips were locked all the sudden as he let Yuto walk passing him. It had been a long time since his husband came to his little brother’s grave, but he never brought their child afterall. What was Yuto thinking for this time, he didn’t know.
“I’ll just introduce him to your brother, that’s all.” Yuto said quietly, but not facing his spouse, “Just to make him know that there was a good person ever lived on earth.”
tsuzuku
okay, it's boring, I know.
but still, would you tell me what you think? :|
Author : hanashiaru
Rating : PG
Genre: Romance. Angst-Fluff.
Pairing : YamaJima, YabuNoo
Summary : A secret was revealed in.. a happy family.
Warning: Uhm, since I still put Kazu in this ffic so... MPREG =3=a
A/N : Another story of... my ffics which are including Yamada twins and Kazu-chan
Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2
“You look tired, damn it, Yuto. Get some rest! Go home, now.”
A nonsense reply, “It’s okay, Yabu-kun. I can handle it.“
“I don’t wanna get scolded by Kei because he thought that I’m the one who makes you work twenty four hours nonstop. Now, go home.”
Silence.
“GO HOME!”
A loud bang sound from the desk, and Yuto harshly stood up and walked out fastly without giving his boss a single last word. Yabu could only take a heavy sigh as his eyes were still looking at Yuto while hoping that everything would be better before he dragged his feet for following the younger guy.
“I’ll take you home.” Yabu said quietly.
Yuto rolled his eyes lazily, “I’m not a child.”
“I won’t let you have any car accident for the third time in your life. Your head is burning. Now, give me your key.”
Yuto was still motionless.
“Yuto.”
“Fine.” He took the key out from his pocket and handed it to Yabu.
The older smirked and put the key to its hole, bringing himself inside the car, no needed a long time for waiting Yuto to also enter the car. Yabu let silence cover the situation as he began to drive the car, taking a glance at the younger for several times.
“Come on, Yuto.” Yabu said, tapping the younger’s back excitedly, “It’s been a long time since I never see your dorky smile. And you still haven’t changed, you’re no fun anymore.”
Yuto didn’t respond.
“Do you think you look cool with that style? Goddamnit, Yuto.”
“Shut up.”
Yabu chuckled spontantly, “Who are you, exactly?”
A sigh escaped from his lips, “You don’t know anything, don’t say something useless.”
“I know everything. My Kei-chan is always spying your family. Don’t make a protest, because it’s influenced your work also.”
“I’ve done well in job.”
“But the company situation around you is dark. I don’t like it.”
Yuto took a sigh.
“What’s the problem is your spouse had betrayed you, I sensed it as a horrible thing. Yes, a big liar. I admit it. But think about it, clearly. He was trapped. He was trapped by the condition at that time, yet he felt happy. Right?”
The younger guy breathed out, “But still, he lied.”
“Then please, positioning yourself as him at that time. Do you think you wouldn’t make a lie? You would say the truth and let your happiness go far?”
“I..”
“If I were him, I would do the same thing. I would lie because I’m still a human who wants a happiness.”
Yuto ruffled his hair in a slight desperate, closing his eyes as he took a deep breathe. Those words were cruelly stabbing his heart, continously.
“And you even already have a child, for God’s sake.”
The younger could only turn his head to avoid sharing a look with the older. True, he already had a child. He freakingly loved his son, his only son. Who wouldn’t? Every child could melt people’s heart easily, he certainly felt it.
The car was stopped, Yabu immediately got out of the car, following by the younger.
“Why are you following me?” Yuto asked, intense.
“Don’t you wanna thank me? My my, Yuto. Where’s you manner?” Yabu shook his head, and soon he chuckled a little, “Beside, my Kei-chan is here. I guess.”
Yuto rolled his eyes before he entering the house with Yabu who was tailing him.
“Hey, Kou!” Inoo, who was carrying a two years old baby, spontantly grinned widely and made his way to his beloved boyfriend, “You’re here!”
“As you see.” Yabu smiled back, quickly kissing Inoo’s forehead before looking at the little creature in his boyfriend’s carriage. “Wow, Kazu-chan is really a boy now. You’ve done well, Ryo-chan.”
The called chubby guy just smiled by the words, “Long time no see, Yabu-kun. Please take your seat.”
“Ji-chan.” The boy smiled widely, revealing his growing teeth as he lifted his tiny hands trying to reach the new guy in front of him. “Ji-chan.”
“Yabu ji-chan.” Yabu laughed, ruffling his hair while taking the boy in his carriage. And soon he took his seat just like Ryosuke offered before, “So cute. We should make our baby once we’ll get married, Kei.”
Inoo just punched his boyfriend’s shoulder as Ryosuke giggled and watched how happy Kazu was with the people around him. The shortest guy looked around, trying to search his husband and soon he could only make a dissapoint look for staring at his door bedroom which was closed already.
Yuto was laying his own body on the bed, his eyes were closed, trying to release the tiredness of his life. Every breathe was taken was so heavy, his life was laid in a mess and he still didn’t know what should he do for the next life.
He opened his eyes, reaching his cellphone and his thumb was reflectly opening the images folder. So many pictures that he saved, even when he was still wearing his Junior High School uniform. One by one, he opened the pictures, revealing one by one memories those are almost forgotten.
There.
A beautiful living creature who was capturing his heart at that time, making him secretely took his picture with his cellphone. A bright smile and a kind gesture, he clearly still remembered it all. Three perfect pictures were taken and he immediately approached the boy, making his way to ask the boy to go home together while introducing himself. As expected, the boy was very kind to accept it. There, he was very glad for ever knowing Yamada Kyosuke in his life.
A surprise was taken when he knew that the boy had a twin. The faces were very identical, all of their psychicals until he thought that he might fell for the twin if he met Ryosuke first. But as the time went on, he knew it was wrong. He loved the younger rather than the older, because he could see the strength in Kyosuke’s calmness.. the younger wasn’t that weak, and the words which came out from Kyosuke were always warming.
Mentally, the twins were different.
Seven months since they knew each other, and finally he made an certain action. A relationship, before it was too late. And gladly, the boy was accepting him. The day ended up with a smile, with their first purely kiss.
How much he loved the boy so badly.
And how hurt he was for knowing the person he loved the most was now had unmoving body and was burried with the ground. His love was dead, suddenly, without him knowing. He was getting hurt, for sure, so much. Knowing he was marrying a different person, feeling like he had betrayed his love. He didn’t know what to do. He was just too shocked.
Every pictures which he took, every old moment was revealed again.
He cried silently, curling his body up into a ball while humming incoherent words like; he was so sorry, he couldn’t protect his love, he failed to play his role.
He missed his love.
“Papa.”
Startling by the sudden voice, he turned his head, forgetting he hadn’t wiped his tears away. There his son was standing in front of the door, watching at him curiously.
“Come here.” Yuto’s eyes softened, he smiled a little while tapping the matress.
The little boy smiled back, running to the bed and threw his body freely onto the bed. Soon enough, his round eyes stared at Yuto’s eyes and he plunged himself into his father’s embrace, snuggling happily. Yuto could only stroke his son’s back and kissed the boy’s hair dearly. Still snuggling with him, Kazu was smiling at him and reach Yuto’s face to wipe the tears away. This child still didn’t know what the tears mean, he just wanted to play with his father’s face but it was enough to make Yuto smile between the tears that stubbornly didn’t wanna stop.
“Papa. Cries.”
Yuto tried to smile, “It’s okay.”
The baby clung on Yuto and tried to reach something beside him.
“Mama..”
His cellphone, with Kyosuke’s picture still displayed on it.
And a silent tear continued rolling down.
***
“Kei auntie is sooo pretty. Kazu still remembers this face as well.”
Years were gone just like a flash.
And it was a year already since finally his cousin had married after Yabu could make sure that he would live in this town for the last. Sunday afternoon came, and here Ryosuke and his son were, in the garden to enjoy the fresk air and took a look at the photos of the happy couples.
“Ah, Kazu misses Kei auntie.” The four years old boy giggled, “Ne, Mama. Did Papa and Mama also smile happily like this? Kazu never saw the photos when Papa and Mama were married.”
Ryosuke’s eyes softened even though there was a sudden clench on his heart, “Of course. The photos are still stored in Obaa-chan’s house, we can pick them when we visited Obaa-chan. Ne?”
“Yeay!”
“You’re so excited.” Ryosuke commented as he closed the album in his hand.
Kazu laughed a bit before jumped onto his mother’s lap, “Because Kazu wants to see Papa and Mama smile.”
“What?” Ryosuke asked, “I’m smiling now.”
“No no no, that’s not what Kazu means.” The boy shook his head, soon enough, he was opening the album again and pointed a picture where his auntie and his new husband were smiling together. “There are two smiles, ne, Mama? Kazu wants to see Papa and Mama smile, together.”
Ryosuke smiled bitterly, feeling dissapointed to himself because of the feeling that the boy’s felt right now.
“One smile isn’t enough?” Ryosuke asked jokingly.
“Well, two is better.” Kazu grinned, “But Kazu loves Mama’s smile the most!”
Ryosuke pecked the boy’s nose lightly before took the boy off from his lap, “Let’s go back.”
“You first, Mama. Kazu still wants to be here.”
“Make sure you’re inside already before three o’clock.” Ryosuke said as he smiled when the boy nodded his little head obediently.
He made his way to back into the house before catching his husband’s figure all the sudden.
“Where are you going?” Ryosuke asked.
“I’m taking Kazu for a while.”
“Where?”
A quick silence before Yuto answered, “Your brother’s grave.”
Ryosuke’s lips were locked all the sudden as he let Yuto walk passing him. It had been a long time since his husband came to his little brother’s grave, but he never brought their child afterall. What was Yuto thinking for this time, he didn’t know.
“I’ll just introduce him to your brother, that’s all.” Yuto said quietly, but not facing his spouse, “Just to make him know that there was a good person ever lived on earth.”
tsuzuku
okay, it's boring, I know.
but still, would you tell me what you think? :|