I just gave myself a headache thinking about all this stuff that is interconnected.

Dec 05, 2009 22:35

I'm so scared about money and my grades and being so far behind in my classes recently that sometimes I feel paralyzed in bed and can't get up because the feeling is so overwhelming. I kind of want to cry but I can't so I just stare at the wall and lie there feeling scared. I have $5 in my bank account and am late on my credit card payment, which ( Read more... )

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esoteric_chill December 6 2009, 04:00:16 UTC
I'm terrified I'm going to fail all of my classes this semester. I'm so close to just completely fucking everything up academically. If I don't make good enough grades I'll lose my scholarships and then I don't know what I'll do.
And here I fucking am, just looking for something to watch/read/look at on the internet because I don't want to connect with how fucking miserable and stressed out I've been for months. I want to cry but I don't feel like I have time to cry. So I keep "moving forward", except somehow moving forward translates into feeling progressively more hopeless and depressed.

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hanaurimusume December 6 2009, 04:14:25 UTC
HAHA WHY ARE THE THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING IN OUR LIVES ALWAYS PARALLELS ( ... )

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esoteric_chill December 6 2009, 06:11:16 UTC
I KNOW! Let's just start calling ourselves Arton. lolololol ( ... )

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david_feuer December 6 2009, 19:12:38 UTC
It NEVER hurts to show up at a prof's office hours or send them an email. NEVER.

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algomuyraro December 6 2009, 05:11:40 UTC
this time of year is ruining everyone.

i've been freaking out about trans stuff and had a major falling out with my parents and we haven't been speaking to the point that they called paul to make sure i hadn't killed myself or something. also, school. also also, everything.

everyone. all together now. a collective
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK

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esoteric_chill December 6 2009, 06:11:53 UTC
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

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medicalfairy December 6 2009, 08:18:04 UTC
Hang in there... times are tough for everyone right now. I know that people *say* that, but it's actually for real true.

Food stamps? Dumpster diving?

and don't give a shit about your credit card unless you own something they can repossess. maybe that is bad advice but you're among the thousands of Americans who have lots o debt. :D LET'S ALL BE POOR TOGETHER AND THROW A PARTY and shoplift and beg for change

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david_feuer December 6 2009, 19:13:36 UTC
Do give a shit about your credit card. That part is wrong. The rest is right.

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pyrrhic_victoly December 7 2009, 05:21:56 UTC
HAHA I was just about to go all emo and post about how I'm so far behind in my classes that I sit around all day being paralyzed, but YOU BEAT ME TO IT.

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locatei December 7 2009, 23:06:15 UTC
I'm SO stressed out with money. It's pretty horrible right now. Ugh.

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