Mostly venting and agonizing. Triggers for rape and shit like that, sorry.

[hanaurimusume]

I don't know. I've been really positive about life lately, and I manage to be cheery, and I like myself better this way. I like helping people out and helping them feel happy and trying to help them with their problems. I haven't been breaking down that often, but lately it happens now and again and I think that's ok. I'm going to just do that

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[headrushfiction]

art, you are such an incredible person and i'm so sorry that you've had those experiences. to be able to articulate some of what you're feeling and work through some of the memories takes so much strength.

i hope the medication you're trying helps somewhat. if it is anxiety-related, it might give you a chance to breathe and process what is causing the anxiety. most people who have been sexually assaulted do experience ptsd to some degree... it's something that i know a lot about, so if you ever want to talk, i'm here <3