i feel like i dont fit in my skin, wierd.

1. im weak for attention ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say other then tht im pretty sure it has been some time since ive posted... im misssing something... i dont like it... i read old emails... u missed so much it hurt once...fuck it... i jst end up pushing them all away anyways, in one form or another

everyone has issues

what are mine

i dontknow

gnight

     LAST PERSON WHO

1. Slept in a bed beside you:  Um lisa or andie i guess
2. Saw you cry: I dont even know, i dont think anyone has
3. Went to the movies with you: Myself... and before that Sara,Jessie, Heather, and Allison
4. You went to the mall with: Andie
5. You went to dinner with: Maybe joe or something ? joe, jessie, heather and me went ( Read more... )

oh jesus, is it possible that im in a happy place...

nevermind that shit... its tooo soon, too quick.

i remember when it mattered to you, to see me. i made u smile once. now i just kinda exsist, i'm just kinda around, and u'll get to me when ur done everyhting else.

i made a mistake the other day by not including one of the most important people in my life on my last post ( Read more... )

at at this very distant place right now. i'm giving enough emotion to apprently ward people off, and not enough to try and to get them back ( Read more... )

dont fool yourself

i dont know whos idea this was, but it sure wast mine... and i sure as hell dont like where this is going ( Read more... )