everyday things change but basically they stay the same
[ x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I am a dancer.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am an only child.
[x ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[] I am currently single
[x] I have suffered from a broken heart.
[] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[] I am addicted to my myspace.
[x] I am online a lot, even as an away message.
[x] I am very shy around the opposite gender at first.
[ x] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[x] I currently have a crush on someone.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done.
[x] When I get mad I curse frequently.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[] I enjoy country music.
[ x] I enjoy jazz music.
[] I enjoy smoothies.
[ ] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[] I have a car.
[x] I have a cell phone.
[x] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[] I have a hidden talent.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[ x] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl.
[x] I have all my grandparents.
[x] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[x] I have been to another country.
[x ] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[ ] I have broken a bone.
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[x] I have changed a diaper.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x ] I have had major/minor surgery.
[ ] I have killed another person.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[ x] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[x] I have mood swings.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[] I have seen the television show The O.C
[] I have watched Sex and the City.
[] I like Shakespeare.
[x] I like the taste of blood.
[x] I love to cook.
[x] I like to sing.
[x] I love my friends.
[x] I love sleeping.
[] I love to play computer games.
[ ] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ x] I own 100 CDs or more.
[ ] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books.
[x] I sleep a lot during the day.
[x] I strongly dislike math.
[] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[ ] I was born in a country other than the US.
[ ] I watch soap operas every day.
[ ] I will try almost anything once.
[] I work at a job that i enjoy
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ x] I can name all 7 dwarves from Snow White.
[x ] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am tired.
[ ] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
[x] I am bisexual.
[ ] I am lesbian or gay.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[x ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam (as in the food).
[x] I bake well.
[x] I admit to falling up/down the steps.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie
[] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am sometimes self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ x] I have many scars.
[x] I believe in spirits.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am very ticklish.
[ ] I love chocolate.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[] I play computer games/video games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[x] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ x] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked/Punched a guy where it hurts.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Played spin the bottle.
[] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ x] Bitten someone.
[x ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Met someone in person that you met on the internet.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[x ] Saw someone/something dying.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a plane.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[x ] Been skiing.
[] Been ice skating
i am so out of it and intensely dizzy. i am in the middle of getting a baaad headache.
i am home but i am supposed to be upstate right now in albany and saratoga springs. shit. i was soooo sick yesterday. i didn't want to leave the house and spend a good few hrs in the car. i didnt want to risk getting sicker especially since it has been very brisk and chilly outside. i could barely move yesterday. i am a little better today, my brain is just foggy.
i'm really angry about not being well enough to go upstate. Nick was looking forward to it and i was too. I was really looking forward to getting out of the house for an extended period of time and having an adventure. I was also really looking forward to meeting Ren and Amanda. I know Amanda will probably be disappointed, but youre not the only one kid. GAaaah.
I am shooting for next weekend but I am not sure since Nick may have to stay home and take care of the house and his sisters. So maybe in 2 weeks. That's an eternity.
My cold meds are bogging me down. I hate that heavy feeling. All Ive been wanting to do is sleep. I guess that's not good either since it makes me feel weaker.
My room is a HUGE pig sty. It has been for quite some time. It is really getting on my nerves but ive been way too sick and depressed to clean it. I'm surprised no one in my house (meaning my parents) has said anything about it. I think they just want to leave me along because I guess they can sense that I am not doing my best as of late. I have to clean at least a little bit of it today. and i have to shower. Showering is something that i HATE when i am sick. I avoid it at all costs because the idea of getting wet and cold makes me uncomfortable and makes me want to run away screaming. I havent showered since I think Wednesday. Yea. It's that bad. Ive been taking a lot of vitamins hoping to just get better quickly.
I keep forgetting that I dont have school on Mon, Tues, and Wed. I dont know how i feel about that. I need that time to be productive and start filling stuff out so i hope i actually do it. I hope I have enough ink in my printer to print up all the applications.
Yesterday out of the blue i decided to apply to Stony Brook just in case something goes wrong with the other schools I am applying to. I know it will also make my folks feel better if i apply to a good local school. It is a SUNY school so it is SOOOO cheap. It also happens to be a fantastic school, and a really great science school. They have a great physical anthro. program that I really should consider. I got accepted the first time around so that shouldnt be an issue. The only way that I would ever consider going there though is if Skidmore rejects me and i in some way def. cant go, if albany doesnt seem or feel right, and i would only go to Stony Brook under the condition that I can also live there. It is a little under an hr out east from me and so it makes sense for me to just stay there and come home whenever if need be. Tuition and living there is a joke. It is SOOOO cheap. I think it is one of the cheapest state schools that you could go to in the country and it also happens to be very good with a lot of fantastic scientific/anthro. accomplishments. Anyway..
My arms hurt.
My kitchen is a huge mess too because my brother left all of his food out and a ton of shit just laying around for me to clean up. I dont know how i am going to get the energy to clean myself and the house up.
later.
ps.
i just bought myself this KICK ASS faceplate for my phone. finally they have ones for nextels. i hate my phone though but i think i am stuck with it for another yr. spongebob in his underwear makes me happy.
as a Trekkie, Nick would totally appreciate this and think it is hysterical
Your Sexy Halloween Costume Is
Sexy Trekkie
What Sexy Halloween Costume Are You?