well, today was interesting. jonathan called me this morning, and we went to his house and hung out for a bit, then we went to the mall. i bought a shirt from express, flip-flops from pacsun, and lipgloss from victoria's secret. i had a good time, i got home called joker, that was great. i really don't want to lose touch with him or anyone else ( Read more... )

well, summercamp was so so great.  i wish i could relive every minute, because i miss everybody and i just wish it would have been at least a few weeks longer ( Read more... )

well, i'll be leaving for camp in about another hour. i got up to early for the stuff that i had to do, and now i'm sitting around being anxious. i hope you read the e-mail i wrote you, and i hope you at least try to be safe. i don't know what i'd do if something happened to you. even though we hardly ever talk, i still care for you, so please ( Read more... )

what don't you get about leave me alone? that means don't call, don't write, don't do anything to come in contact with me ( Read more... )

so, i was chatting with dan last night, and he was like "note to self, don't ever get a crush on hande." i thought that was funny, but thanks, because i really don't want a boyfriend, i had thought i did, maybe i still do, but i want to enjoy camp as much as possible. this year, i'm going to find that specialist, and flirt as shamelessly as i ( Read more... )

hahaha, that last entry was kinda harsh, but i really don't care. i'm so sleepy, i took a nap on the porch swing, it was nice, i fell asleep so quickly. i loved my outfit today, it was so fun to wear, i felt like an angel, that shirt is just so lite and airy. well, thank you for not talking to me at all, and not sitting with me on the bus, ( Read more... )

well, here in french. thanks for the e-mail, made me feel better, i guess i'll have no chance of seeing you because i'm going to be at summercamp. well, i don't know what to say. the guy who wrote me the e-mail yesterday, and the day before, i'm really tired of you, i don't know if i'd ever want to see you again. you need to leave me alone, you ( Read more... )

so, you really think i'm going to believe all that bullshit?....why the hell are boys so expectant, i don't get why all of you are coming to me now, are you boys just playing a joke? i just want to know. but, to answer your question, i'm not going to unblock you...i don't know for sure, but were you trying to pull a heart string when you wrote ( Read more... )

all great songs that describe how i feel, boys suck big fucking monkey balls. thank you for denying it, i really prefer it that way, because i don't think i should be held accountable for what i did, and i wouldn't have done it if i had been sober ( Read more... )

i know i shouldn't talk when i'm pissed off, but who gives a shit? it's more entertaining when i'm ready to kill. so, once again, but to a different person, what the hell were you thinking? what did you want me to say....? did you want me to be like "o, i've felt the same way, but i didn't know how you did."? fuck no, you're not my type, even ( Read more... )