What the Fuck DeAnna? Go Sit Down Somewhere.

[handheldbooty]

I'm an ungrateful little bitch. I'm not going to lie, most days I don't want to be here in Atlanta. I don't know if it's because I just miss California so much or if it's because I'm walking on a "cooler than thou" cloud of bullshit. California is a place to miss, but I know it's the people that make a place, and I certainly wasn't your biggest

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I can relate

[anonymous]

Crazy how I stumbled unto this entry but strangely enough, I can relate to a number of the things ur going thru right now. As the oldest child I know what its like having younger siblings look up to you, some of my past decisions have sorta led them down the wrong path. I'm also at a point in my life where I'm trying to figure out what i'm doing with my life and I unintentionally alienated myself from others. eh.

i have no real advice/suggestions since i cant even figure out what the hell is wrong with me. just stay strong luv and hopefully everything will get better. oh...and dont do the fake titties i rather have a chick with real A's then fake D's.

Re: I can relate

[handheldbooty]

thank you so much for your comment. at the time i was really going through a crisis i guess you could say. im trying to get to know the real "me". keeping what i believe shows the best of "me" and throwing away the other shit....like feeling obligated to certain people. it's helping. i guess i got caught up in this role i thought i was suppose to play, and after awhile it became tiresome and then i became angry or whatever. im not sure.

its nice to know that im not the only one. truly.