I wish I was stronger...

[handiandi]

My life just got that much better. Derek came over last night and we talked and everythings good...I think. I talked to my sister today and she just killed any chance of me having a good day.  Not only did I miss 2 in class assignments today cuz derek came to talk....my sister told me about all the stuff at home. My dad was going to start his new

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[_lucky_love_]

:( i'm here for you...you know that :\

Awww...Andi

[thejewelsofrain]

I'm sorry the news from home has got ya so down. I don't know what to say on the Derek situation as I don't have much experience in that area. I can understand you not being able to stay home and having to go through all this shit and I definitely know how it hurts to hear grandma so upset. Your there for me as often as you can be for me. I want you to be here for me but I can handle it...so long as I'm free to vent to ya whenever your online or catch ya on the phone. I want you to be here but I also don't. I want you to get your degree, get an awesome job, and get the hell away from this stuff as much as possible...which isn't much considering your family but it's somethin.
Everything'll turn out okay...it might take a bit but it will. You just gotta have some faith. I love you and I'll always be here whenever you need me.
Loves
~Amber~
P.S. Yes, I know I'm sappy.

I wish I was stronger...???

[calialifku]

u dont ever really seem to like talking about anything with me anymore... but u told me u use this to get things out so hear i am reading.... u wish u were stronger but i wish i was half as strong as u... i cry and are sad and mad and everything else sometimes... but isnt everyone... i have been thru my share of difficult times most of which u know.... but not nearly what u have been thru... and yet here u are surviving... u say im mysterious, but i say u are just the same... with better reason... with everything that goes wrong u become stronger and stronger... and im glad for that... but im sad that u seem so down and unhappy