Yesterday's birthday adventure was interesting. D-Rock, Lizzie and I went out to the Eastside then out to Janette's birthday at the La Voyeur. There were several ladies from the Timberland Library there and I missed Kerry especially since she is so fucking good at karaoke. I woke up and and all I could taste and feel was vodka and cranberry ( Read more... )

Alright so I found out that my final final copy of my paper which everyone will read is due in two days. Prospect = Scary. Apparently my teacher thinks I am ready enough or further along at least to subject me to be among the first. UUGGGGGHHHH.

In other news I saw this weird cloud graffitti and it made me immensely happy.

I'm really exhausted right now. This last weekend was fucking CRAZY but I was really happy that I could get together with Heather and make tempeh. I talked to Marcia for a REALLY long time last night and I really got some perspective and I started not feeling so suckfest on the way I acted on Friday night (even though it was totally ridiculous ( Read more... )

I had a really amazing time at the SOCC. Even though I was only there for a few days I feel like I really connected to a number of people there and really got a chance to reevaluate myself and the methods I use to talk to people about race and racism. And no good lesson is complete without a test, I suppose. About 11:30 last night Kaori, Natalia ( Read more... )

My hotel room is attended by a woman named Irma. She writes her name in all caps and each letter is punctuated by a different style of font. Things are nice, for two days I get to sleep in a huge bed and talk to lovely people about their experiences. The Evergreen Tacoma people are in another hotel which hasn't done much for us in terms of our ( Read more... )

Today was just really weird...so was yesterday. Sometimes I feel like I'm swimming inside of myself - like this huge sea with no floatable objects. I swore a lot in the library today and I freaked out at the bus stop. My paper is such a huge jerk.

Seriously there is not enough time. My family had a little going away party thing for me last night and it was very sweet and Nash only managed to grope me twice and stab me in the breast with a chopstick once (Nash is two, he's not a creepy mildy sadistic uncle). Anyway things are still kinda complicated. I realized that I have A LOT of shit to ( Read more... )

So today's conversation was rocky. We started arguing actually and I felt bad...this wasn't what I wanted to be talking like but he pulled some bad cards (mentioning Aaron was definitely out of line). I wanted to talk to him because I felt like we needed to figuring some things out but the more I kept thinking and talking about it the more ( Read more... )

I have so much work to do! Yesterday I dedicated a bunch of time to writing out things for my project and an outline of the layout of my film. I did get some things done but then I found myself sidetracked into watching half of season one of Kids in the Hall and getting weirdly inspired (maybe it was all the crossdressing??) to go on a tangent ( Read more... )