My phone connection died yesterday so no internet for one whole day!! Sobx, I was really bored staring at my home pc without the net! I really can't do without internet, only now do I realise that! So dependent on the net! I ended up juz watching videos I have, and hmm, I wrote a drabble on Ryo Uchi!! I was so bored then, and i have no mood to continue writing my other fics so.. wrote on that pairing instead! Wanna know why?? I miss Uchi badly!! I want him back!! Can't wait for September 10, hopefully my wish will come true. Coz we're all waiting for him patiently. And *ehem* Ryo!!! Niwaez, a short drabble...
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He smiled, kept glancing at his wrist watch every minute, anxiously waiting for the arrival of his beloved. They had been separated for far too long, he misses everything about him while he was on suspension. Deep down inside Nishikido Ryo felt so lonely, not having Uchi close to him. He wasn’t allowed to visit him or stay in touch with his lover during his suspension period, and that hurts a lot.
Life is so unfair, he thought back then. In front of his colleagues he flashed out a smile, making straight and hurtful jokes to them, that was his way of hiding those hurt feelings in his heart, to heal the pain inside. But it could only last for a day, when night comes, he felt so lonely, staring at the quiet apartment that Uchi once reside. It feels so lonely without him.
It’s been 1 year and two months since we’ve been apart. I really can’t wait to have you in my arms again. I need you badly, baby. I’ve never once stop thinking about you, my mind would always fill with your images, silently praying that you’re taking care of your health, and not skipping any important meals. With that said, I’ve been too busy with work to care about my health, all that matters is you take care of yours. I’m working hard, hoping that each day would pass by quickly, waiting anxiously for our reunion, to hold you close. And it finally came, you’re coming back to me.
“Ryo.”
A soft voice suddenly greeted him, he froze at hearing that one voice he missed so much. Taking a deep breathe, he slowly turned to face him, feeling the sadness in the atmosphere of this room. His heart melts looking at Uchi who was glancing at him with tears in his eyes, trying his best not to cry.
“Uchi. Uchi!” he finally voiced out as he ran to his lover, embracing him in a fierce hug, and holding on to him tightly for fear of losing him.
“Ryo, I’m sorry. It was my fault. I was so stupid.” Uchi whispered in between his sobs, crying freely, letting all his suppressed feelings out to his one and only beloved.
“You’re here with me now, the rest does not matter anymore. As long as you’re back with me, I don’t care about anything else.” Ryo comforted as he breaks free a little from the embrace to look at Uchi in the eye, hoping that he will understand.
“Hm. Tadaima, Ryo.” He murmured, nodding in total understanding as he leaned back on his lover’s shoulders, smiling brightly for the first time since that fateful day.
“Welcome home, Uchi. Okaeri.”
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Author's Note: Told you it's a drabble!! ^^ Sigh, I really miss Uchi so much right now!!! I just have to write something! Wonders how he looks now, can't wait for his come back! September 10, please bring me some good news!! Onegai!! For now, I can only wait...