[fic] Memories of Our Past
Pairing: Takki/Tsubasa, Akame, RyoUchi
Genre: Angst
Summary: Tsubasa was standing on the stage alone as he sang the song for that one special person that won’t ever be by his side again, today and not forever. I’ve lost him for good, Tsubasa thought sadly as he reminisces the sweet yet bitter memories of their past. Everything is just a memory now.
Disclaimer: Characters don’t belong to me but the plot is.
A\N: I give up, I have one akame fic that is still on-going but since I’ve completed writing chapter 1 for this new fic, I might as well post it. I was so tempted to do so and I did! I will be busy for this 3 weeks to come but I’ll try to update both fics when I can. Enjoy this chapter!
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You are mine and only one
Nothing else can ever make me shine
As bright as your smile
Remember sweetheart
I will always love you
Always and forever
Tsubasa sang to the crowd as those melodic music hummed through his mind, holding the microphone steadily as he sang this one favorite song, closing his eyes and just letting the voice flow from the bottom of his heart. Tsubasa bit his lips, listening to the pure melody as he waited for the next line for him to sing.
This song is for him, the one that had become his friend when he first joined the jimusho, the one that had come up to him and said, “Let’s be friends!” with Tsubasa shyly nodded his head in happiness.
He was his first friend, he was never alone anymore. Tsubasa had his protection whenever big kids among the juniors bullied him. He felt relieved at times but most importantly, Tsubasa was glad a friendship was born among them.
You’ve always said
That I’m never alone in this place
That you will protect me with your build arms
I won’t ever be lonely anymore
With you by my side,
Always and forever
Tsubasa beautifully sang those verse, remembering those moments he had spent with Takizawa before that fateful event had to happen. He remembered clearly how Takki warmly protected him from the nasty fans who had cruelly insulted him like there was no tomorrow. He was only 18 yet he was faced with harsh words from the fans, saying that he does not have the ‘good’ looks and has no talent at all, that someone like him was just wasting the jimusho’s time and money.
All that didn’t matter for he had Takki by his side, his encouragement kept him going and as long as he had his support, he wouldn’t give it all up.
You warmly whispered to me,
That very one night as you cuddled me in your arms
There won’t be another that I’ll love
Sincerity was in your eyes
Our love existed, the bond we shared
Was ever so special to us
And so I believed
I remembered your words till now
Though you’re not with me no more
Tsubasa’s eyes glimmered with tears as his head moved to the rhythm, flashing out a smile to the fans in front of him as he once again felt so lonely being the only one on the huge stage. He felt so alone without his partner.
Ex-partner, Tsubasa bitterly reminded himself. And ex-lover, he sadly adds.
Everything was a lie
You promised that you will love me forever
Till the last breathe of your life
You promised …
Tsubasa did not care of the cameras as he let his emotions guide him through this night, singing the finale song for his concert, feeling ever so emotional. Tears flowing freely as he begins singing the last verse.
Always and forever
You will be in my mind
My beautiful memory
He ended the song as he took a moment to silently let the tears out, his face looking down on the floor, and was about to break down when he heard those voices - his fans who have been supporting him all this while.
“Tsubasa, gambatte!”
“Tsubasa, be strong!”
“We will always be by your side, Tsubasa-kun!!”
“You still have us!”
Tsubasa was touched to hear those encouragements and nodded his head in understanding as he wiped the tears away, lifting up the microphone slowly as he bravely voiced out,
“Thank you everyone for coming to this concert. From now on, it will just be me. I’m really happy to still have your support in times like this. Thank you for supporting Tackey & Tsubasa all this while. That is why I am truly sorry of the sudden occurrence of events. I’m really sorry. I will continue to work hard to gain back your trust. Thank you very much, everyone!” Tsubasa bowed to the audience, as he heard the loud claps in the atmosphere.
Tsubasa looked up to see a large amount of audience stood up, clapping their hands proudly. The number increases, the sound of the clapping became louder, giving him the support he ever needed. There were tears yet a smile never leaving from their faces.
As long as I have your support, I will still go on.
Tsubasa Imai - Our Moment Concert, 15 April 2008: Final show
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20 November 2007
Tsubasa froze, his face felt so warm suddenly as tears begin to water in his angelic eyes, those words that he had just heard hit him hard and when his voice found its way back, Tsubasa softly whispered to his lover, “What do you mean you want to quit, Takki? Don’t joke around with me.” His face asked for assurance, hoping to hear him say that it was nothing serious but a joke.
The other man sighed as he crossed his arms, feeling rather irritated by that question, “Do I look like I’m joking, Tsubasa? I am damn serious about this and I’ve thought it for a long time now.”
His chest hurts; his heart was slowly breaking apart, “You’ve thought about it … but what about … us, Takki? What about our unit? What about our relationship? You can’t quit! You can’t! I won’t let you!” Tsubasa raised his voice.
Tsubasa didn’t want to lose his one and only Takki, his one true love. He didn’t want it to be gone just like that. He wanted to hold on to his boyfriend forever, never ever letting him go.
“I’m quitting whether you like it or not! You don’t have the right to control me, Tsubasa! I have every right to do whatever I want! It had always been you, and only you! For once I want to live for myself!” Takki snapped, feeling suffocated out of a sudden, he hated to be told what he was not supposed to do.
Tsubasa looked at his lover in shock, too afraid of the possible outcome though he predicted what would happen next, shivering, he silently whispered, “What about us, Takki? What …”
“Let’s just break up.”
Shock evident in his eyes as he tried his best to understand everything but realized he could not. “What? Why? Why, Takki?” Tsubasa stuttered.
A disbelief look appeared on his face, he can’t believe this is happening. Tsubasa was going to lose his precious one, the dearest to his heart. It would all be gone in just a moment.
Takki looked away as he replied in a content voice, “I want to lead a normal life. I want to have a family and I can’t do that with you. I want to feel the freedom that I’ve been deprived off. That is why this has to be done. You can go on even without me.”
Hugging his lover tightly, Tsubasa sobbed uncontrollably, “I can’t do without you, Takki. Please don’t leave me. I need you, Takki. Don’t leave me, please. Please.” He whispered in between his cries.
Taking a deep breathe, Takki said calmly, “This is the last, Tsubasa. Our last.”
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“Tsubasa-kun? Tsubasa-kun, are you okay?” a voice interrupted his deep thoughts shifting him back to the cruel reality, one without Takizawa Hideaki. He looked up only to see his close junior, Kamenashi, looking at him in worry.
At least there were many around him who take concern on his current plight even if it was difficult to move on, he would try for their sake. Tsubasa wouldn’t want their effort to go to waste without any improvements. He was trying to be strong for them.
“Kamenashi-kun? What are you doing here?” Tsubasa turned away, wiping the tears furiously by the back of his palms. He didn’t want anyone to see his tears, not his family or even his closest junior, who he had considered him to be a brother, not anyone.
“I… I came with Jin to watch the concert. We thought we really should see you backstage first before going off.” Kame tugged at Jin’s sleeves, nudging him to say something to their senpai.
Jin handed Tsubasa a handkerchief to which he gladly received, “Takizawa-kun is such a fool to ever let a gem like you go. One day he will definitely regret his decision. We could not help you emotionally but we are always there for you if you need us, Tsubasa-kun.”
Tsubasa nodded as he looked at the two young men in front of him, feeling so much better now that he heard those wise words, he knew that time would heal the pain in his heart. Time will eventually make him forget the one he truly loves.
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A\N: How is this fic?? Is it good? I've not written T&T for quite some time now so I don't know whether I've lost the touch but I hope it's good ne? As I said I won't be able to update soon coz I'll busy for the next 3 weeks but I'll try to whenever I can! So on weekends (Spore time) , do look for an update! Since weekend = no school, I'll have more time to write! Hope you liked this! =D
Genre: Angst
Summary: Tsubasa was standing on the stage alone as he sang the song for that one special person that won’t ever be by his side again, today and not forever. I’ve lost him for good, Tsubasa thought sadly as he reminisces the sweet yet bitter memories of their past. Everything is just a memory now.
Disclaimer: Characters don’t belong to me but the plot is.
A\N: I give up, I have one akame fic that is still on-going but since I’ve completed writing chapter 1 for this new fic, I might as well post it. I was so tempted to do so and I did! I will be busy for this 3 weeks to come but I’ll try to update both fics when I can. Enjoy this chapter!
~`~
You are mine and only one
Nothing else can ever make me shine
As bright as your smile
Remember sweetheart
I will always love you
Always and forever
Tsubasa sang to the crowd as those melodic music hummed through his mind, holding the microphone steadily as he sang this one favorite song, closing his eyes and just letting the voice flow from the bottom of his heart. Tsubasa bit his lips, listening to the pure melody as he waited for the next line for him to sing.
This song is for him, the one that had become his friend when he first joined the jimusho, the one that had come up to him and said, “Let’s be friends!” with Tsubasa shyly nodded his head in happiness.
He was his first friend, he was never alone anymore. Tsubasa had his protection whenever big kids among the juniors bullied him. He felt relieved at times but most importantly, Tsubasa was glad a friendship was born among them.
You’ve always said
That I’m never alone in this place
That you will protect me with your build arms
I won’t ever be lonely anymore
With you by my side,
Always and forever
Tsubasa beautifully sang those verse, remembering those moments he had spent with Takizawa before that fateful event had to happen. He remembered clearly how Takki warmly protected him from the nasty fans who had cruelly insulted him like there was no tomorrow. He was only 18 yet he was faced with harsh words from the fans, saying that he does not have the ‘good’ looks and has no talent at all, that someone like him was just wasting the jimusho’s time and money.
All that didn’t matter for he had Takki by his side, his encouragement kept him going and as long as he had his support, he wouldn’t give it all up.
You warmly whispered to me,
That very one night as you cuddled me in your arms
There won’t be another that I’ll love
Sincerity was in your eyes
Our love existed, the bond we shared
Was ever so special to us
And so I believed
I remembered your words till now
Though you’re not with me no more
Tsubasa’s eyes glimmered with tears as his head moved to the rhythm, flashing out a smile to the fans in front of him as he once again felt so lonely being the only one on the huge stage. He felt so alone without his partner.
Ex-partner, Tsubasa bitterly reminded himself. And ex-lover, he sadly adds.
Everything was a lie
You promised that you will love me forever
Till the last breathe of your life
You promised …
Tsubasa did not care of the cameras as he let his emotions guide him through this night, singing the finale song for his concert, feeling ever so emotional. Tears flowing freely as he begins singing the last verse.
Always and forever
You will be in my mind
My beautiful memory
He ended the song as he took a moment to silently let the tears out, his face looking down on the floor, and was about to break down when he heard those voices - his fans who have been supporting him all this while.
“Tsubasa, gambatte!”
“Tsubasa, be strong!”
“We will always be by your side, Tsubasa-kun!!”
“You still have us!”
Tsubasa was touched to hear those encouragements and nodded his head in understanding as he wiped the tears away, lifting up the microphone slowly as he bravely voiced out,
“Thank you everyone for coming to this concert. From now on, it will just be me. I’m really happy to still have your support in times like this. Thank you for supporting Tackey & Tsubasa all this while. That is why I am truly sorry of the sudden occurrence of events. I’m really sorry. I will continue to work hard to gain back your trust. Thank you very much, everyone!” Tsubasa bowed to the audience, as he heard the loud claps in the atmosphere.
Tsubasa looked up to see a large amount of audience stood up, clapping their hands proudly. The number increases, the sound of the clapping became louder, giving him the support he ever needed. There were tears yet a smile never leaving from their faces.
As long as I have your support, I will still go on.
Tsubasa Imai - Our Moment Concert, 15 April 2008: Final show
~`~
20 November 2007
Tsubasa froze, his face felt so warm suddenly as tears begin to water in his angelic eyes, those words that he had just heard hit him hard and when his voice found its way back, Tsubasa softly whispered to his lover, “What do you mean you want to quit, Takki? Don’t joke around with me.” His face asked for assurance, hoping to hear him say that it was nothing serious but a joke.
The other man sighed as he crossed his arms, feeling rather irritated by that question, “Do I look like I’m joking, Tsubasa? I am damn serious about this and I’ve thought it for a long time now.”
His chest hurts; his heart was slowly breaking apart, “You’ve thought about it … but what about … us, Takki? What about our unit? What about our relationship? You can’t quit! You can’t! I won’t let you!” Tsubasa raised his voice.
Tsubasa didn’t want to lose his one and only Takki, his one true love. He didn’t want it to be gone just like that. He wanted to hold on to his boyfriend forever, never ever letting him go.
“I’m quitting whether you like it or not! You don’t have the right to control me, Tsubasa! I have every right to do whatever I want! It had always been you, and only you! For once I want to live for myself!” Takki snapped, feeling suffocated out of a sudden, he hated to be told what he was not supposed to do.
Tsubasa looked at his lover in shock, too afraid of the possible outcome though he predicted what would happen next, shivering, he silently whispered, “What about us, Takki? What …”
“Let’s just break up.”
Shock evident in his eyes as he tried his best to understand everything but realized he could not. “What? Why? Why, Takki?” Tsubasa stuttered.
A disbelief look appeared on his face, he can’t believe this is happening. Tsubasa was going to lose his precious one, the dearest to his heart. It would all be gone in just a moment.
Takki looked away as he replied in a content voice, “I want to lead a normal life. I want to have a family and I can’t do that with you. I want to feel the freedom that I’ve been deprived off. That is why this has to be done. You can go on even without me.”
Hugging his lover tightly, Tsubasa sobbed uncontrollably, “I can’t do without you, Takki. Please don’t leave me. I need you, Takki. Don’t leave me, please. Please.” He whispered in between his cries.
Taking a deep breathe, Takki said calmly, “This is the last, Tsubasa. Our last.”
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“Tsubasa-kun? Tsubasa-kun, are you okay?” a voice interrupted his deep thoughts shifting him back to the cruel reality, one without Takizawa Hideaki. He looked up only to see his close junior, Kamenashi, looking at him in worry.
At least there were many around him who take concern on his current plight even if it was difficult to move on, he would try for their sake. Tsubasa wouldn’t want their effort to go to waste without any improvements. He was trying to be strong for them.
“Kamenashi-kun? What are you doing here?” Tsubasa turned away, wiping the tears furiously by the back of his palms. He didn’t want anyone to see his tears, not his family or even his closest junior, who he had considered him to be a brother, not anyone.
“I… I came with Jin to watch the concert. We thought we really should see you backstage first before going off.” Kame tugged at Jin’s sleeves, nudging him to say something to their senpai.
Jin handed Tsubasa a handkerchief to which he gladly received, “Takizawa-kun is such a fool to ever let a gem like you go. One day he will definitely regret his decision. We could not help you emotionally but we are always there for you if you need us, Tsubasa-kun.”
Tsubasa nodded as he looked at the two young men in front of him, feeling so much better now that he heard those wise words, he knew that time would heal the pain in his heart. Time will eventually make him forget the one he truly loves.
~`~
A\N: How is this fic?? Is it good? I've not written T&T for quite some time now so I don't know whether I've lost the touch but I hope it's good ne? As I said I won't be able to update soon coz I'll busy for the next 3 weeks but I'll try to whenever I can! So on weekends (Spore time) , do look for an update! Since weekend = no school, I'll have more time to write! Hope you liked this! =D