[Takki/Tsubasa] Collapse

Jun 27, 2006 21:53

Collapse Update!! Sorry took me so long though. Niwaez enjoy!!


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“What do you mean Tsubasa is missing?” Takki asked frantically, launching to the manager’s collar shirt, fear evident in his eyes, thousands of question stood in his inner thoughts.

The manager looked at him fearfully, surprised at the sudden attack that he wasn’t expecting thus couldn’t find the correct words to say.

“Ta... Takizawa-kun. I... I’m not... quite sure... “He spoke in a trembling voice, begging silently for Takki to release him.

“Sorry.” Takki immediately release his hold onto the manager, backed out a bit, embarrassed on how violent he could react when it comes to Tsubasa.

He could have been patient for the manager to calm himself down for a while but he can’t, as this is about Tsubasa.

I want answers. And I want them now.

Without even hesitating for a moment, he looked up to his manager, his eyes demanding an answer he desperately want to know.

Nodding, Takki’s manager made himself comfortable on the sofa round the corner. He understood his anguish, both Tsubasa and he are so close that nothing can ever separate them from one another.

Their relationship is so special.

“So what is this about Tsubasa being missing? How can that happen?” aiming that question when he could no longer wait for his manager to start explaining.

He couldn’t possibly wait that long just for an answer. Even a few second seems long enough if it’s about his Tsubasa.

My Tsubasa.

Takki sighed sadly, “What am I thinking? He is no longer mine. I’ve lost my Tsubasa, my dearest Tsuba-chan.” He thought silently.

“Well it seems that Tsubasa-kun did not attend his scheduled solo photo shoots for the past two days. And there’s no answer when I called his cell phone. I tried to call him using his home phone number but to no avail too, no one answered.” His manager explained, hoping that Takki would do something about this.

“What? Is that true?” Takki looked at his manager in worry, hoping that he was only joking around, that he was only pulling his leg.

“Takizawa, I can’t possibly be joking around regarding this serious matter! I’m not lying! This is a life and death situation!” he voiced out when he noticed that look on Takki.

Life and death situation.

Takki looked up in shock, never expecting those words to come out from his manager, he couldn't help but felt sudden fear in his heart.

I never did want to lose you, Tsubasa.

“I... I didn’t mean it that way.”

Ignoring his manager’s words, Takki immediately grabbed his jacket and belongings as he went out of the dressing room, running in a speed no one could ever beat him.

Could it be? Could that be the reason?

But in his heart, Takki hoped that Tsubasa hadn’t done anything foolish. He could never forgive himself if Tsubasa had gotten hurt because of him.

I can never forgive myself.

For it was his fault to begin with that made Tsubasa act that way, it was his wrong doing for giving him up without even caring about the latter’s feelings.

It was his fault for hurting Tsubasa. For making his loved one shed tears for him. And it was him who had broken Tsubasa's ever fragile heart.

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Waiting for the elevator to arrive seems like hours to Takki, and so he climbed up the staircase, hoping that he would be there faster.

“Tsubasa, wait for me.” He whispered as he skipped a few steps at one go, not bothering if he would accidentally trip for all that matters is Tsubasa.

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Pressing the doorbell, Takki stood patiently outside the apartment as he waited for Tsubasa to open them. But no one answered, feeling worried he knock gently on the door hoping that Tsubasa could hear them.

“Tsubasa! Tsubasa! It’s me, Takki!” he yelled out his lungs when there still was no response after waiting for a few minutes.

“Where could he be?” leaning against the wall, trying to call Tsubasa for the umpteen times, but still there was no reply.

It wasn’t engaged, but the phone kept on ringing continuously, his face crept with worry.

“Where is the key when I need them? Come on!” Takki fumbled through his bag for that one small object, praying that he has the key some where else he couldn't go in.

Inserting the key with trembling hands, Takki turned the door knob slowly, taking a peek from outside before entering the vast apartment that Tsubasa owned.

“Tsubasa?” he calls out as he scans around the place, expecting him to be in the living room at this point of time.

But the living room is empty.

The bedroom.

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Takki dashed to the main bedroom of the apartment, shocked on the scene in front of him, he froze for a second before releasing himself from the sudden shock.

“Tsubasa!” he shouted, ran to Tsubasa who was laying face flat on the ground unconscious.

Takki was beside him almost immediately and turned him over but still did not stir upon his touch. He freaked out when he saw a couple of pills lying on the floor accompanying Tsubasa’s still form.

“Tsubasa! Tsubasa! Wake up!!! Please wake up! Tsubasa!” Takki began shouting, shaking the body frantically, desperately hoping for the latter to lose his conscious, fearing the worst, thinking that Tsubasa had try to give up on his life.

“Hmm..” the only response Tsubasa gave but his eyes was still tightly closed and there seemed to be no movement from him.

“Tsubasa?”

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Author's note: I'm really sorry I took long enough to update! Yeah, I was busy with my assignment last week. Still have a couple of assignments to go but it's group work so the load is lesser. To make up for it, I'm gonna post the next chapter too. You're gonna love the next one! And please prepare some tissues!! You'll definitely need them!! ^_____^

t&t

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