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Title: If Only You Knew
Author:
hanez
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Drama
Rating: PG
Summary: If Only you knew what I felt, those precious fragile feelings I’ve felt some time ago, perhaps you would understand. But I could only keep those feelings to myself because it is impossible for you to feel the same way. I could only stare at you adoringly from afar...
Disclaimer: As usual, characters are not mine! Sadly I don’t own them. I can only wish in my dreams! If they're mine, I've long made Akame together! Haiz...
Notes: This is a very short one shot on Akame, well not exactly Akame, coz it's more to Kame point of view. But I wrote this some time ago and I'd like to share them with you. It's very short, don't mind the length. Hmm, it seems that I'm never satisfied with any of my writings! So you guyz have to comment & tell me how is it. Then I'll know how to improve when I write more fics in the future! Do correct me if you see any mistakes. ^0^
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Kame stared at the wide screen TV in front of him, stunned to see someone who dons a plain business suit could be so attractive and ever sexy. Closing his slightly opened mouth, he doesn’t seem to recover from the shock.
“He is so sexy.” Kame thought to himself, his eyes stood still at the image in front of him, to the extent that he was staring at the screen and not looking, not actually watching the drama currently being aired. Touching the image in front of him, he imagined how it felt to actually able to touch those soft cheeks.
And those lips.
It’s heaven for me if I have the chance to taste that lips of yours. That thick, irresistible lips that can easily melt anyone’s heart. For sure, you’ve captured mine.
After a few moment of staring, Kame turned away his gaze from the screen, feeling ashamed of himself for having those sort of feelings. He can’t help it when it comes to his feelings and emotions, he completely have no control of it.
He is helpless, drown in having that special feeling to that someone, but he kept silent all this while. He doesn’t want people to think negatively on this issue, neither does he like being called gay. No one likes that, it seems so shameful to having like the same gender. It just seems so wrong.
“I’m normal.” Kame told himself, persuading himself that it was just infatuation but started to think otherwise when the same images kept appearing in his dreams, that he wished he had more than mere friendship.
If Only you knew
If only Jin knew how he felt, if he ever feels the same way about him. If only... There were too many Ifs in his mind that made him stay silent throughout, putting a mask whenever Jin is near him, pretending that he didn’t care.
But the truth is, he is too scared of what Jin might think of him if he ever does express his feelings to him.
He might hate me. I don’t want that to ever happen.
Kame rather have friendship than having nothing at all, at least Jin could be by his side even though deep down he wanted more than that.
If only you knew how I felt, you’d understand. But how can a man so perfect like you would want me to be your lifetime partner? It‘s not possible, what I’ve always dreamed of will forever be a vivid dream in my memory.
“Anego.”
That voice, the same voice which Kame had heard and listened to for the past few years, was always sweet and pleasant to his ears. He will never get bored listening to the sweet childish voice that made him fell in love with it.
Love?
Kame fell in love with that voice, but more importantly he had fallen hard for that man, the same one showing in the screen right now.
“Anego.”
This time, Kame turned back his gaze to the direction of the voice, only to see a scene he wished he hadn’t seen, but wished that he could be the one instead.
“She’s so lucky, to be able to feel those lips, and be so near him. It’s just not fair.” He murmured softly as he picked up the remote, switching off the television, staring into the black empty screen.
If only… If only you knew, Jin, that I love you… I have always do…
Kame sighed as he slumped back to the sofa in defeat, feeling pathetic of his current situation he is right now. But he couldn’t do anything but keep the feelings to himself, locking the secrets he has from anyone else.
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Author's Note: Hmm, how is the story? Personally I don't like it, I think there's so many flaws in this story of mine. But I posted it anyway. I want to share it with everyone else. So your comments are important to me. I'd like to know what you think. This is my first time writing an Akame fic so please give constructive comments ya? For T&T fans, I'll post my next fic on them soon, not today but sooon. I still think it's not yet the time to post it. I need to do some editing. So please be patient with me and wait for the upcoming fic ya??
For the mean time, this short fanfic is my present to my loyal readers & Akame fans! Haha, not that great but I hope that you enjoyed it. Even though it's just a one sided thing on Kame's part. And Happy 22th Bday to Jin!! It's still 4th of July in Spore! Haha, so still can congratulate him! ^___________^
Author:
hanez
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Drama
Rating: PG
Summary: If Only you knew what I felt, those precious fragile feelings I’ve felt some time ago, perhaps you would understand. But I could only keep those feelings to myself because it is impossible for you to feel the same way. I could only stare at you adoringly from afar...
Disclaimer: As usual, characters are not mine! Sadly I don’t own them. I can only wish in my dreams! If they're mine, I've long made Akame together! Haiz...
Notes: This is a very short one shot on Akame, well not exactly Akame, coz it's more to Kame point of view. But I wrote this some time ago and I'd like to share them with you. It's very short, don't mind the length. Hmm, it seems that I'm never satisfied with any of my writings! So you guyz have to comment & tell me how is it. Then I'll know how to improve when I write more fics in the future! Do correct me if you see any mistakes. ^0^
~`~
Kame stared at the wide screen TV in front of him, stunned to see someone who dons a plain business suit could be so attractive and ever sexy. Closing his slightly opened mouth, he doesn’t seem to recover from the shock.
“He is so sexy.” Kame thought to himself, his eyes stood still at the image in front of him, to the extent that he was staring at the screen and not looking, not actually watching the drama currently being aired. Touching the image in front of him, he imagined how it felt to actually able to touch those soft cheeks.
And those lips.
It’s heaven for me if I have the chance to taste that lips of yours. That thick, irresistible lips that can easily melt anyone’s heart. For sure, you’ve captured mine.
After a few moment of staring, Kame turned away his gaze from the screen, feeling ashamed of himself for having those sort of feelings. He can’t help it when it comes to his feelings and emotions, he completely have no control of it.
He is helpless, drown in having that special feeling to that someone, but he kept silent all this while. He doesn’t want people to think negatively on this issue, neither does he like being called gay. No one likes that, it seems so shameful to having like the same gender. It just seems so wrong.
“I’m normal.” Kame told himself, persuading himself that it was just infatuation but started to think otherwise when the same images kept appearing in his dreams, that he wished he had more than mere friendship.
If Only you knew
If only Jin knew how he felt, if he ever feels the same way about him. If only... There were too many Ifs in his mind that made him stay silent throughout, putting a mask whenever Jin is near him, pretending that he didn’t care.
But the truth is, he is too scared of what Jin might think of him if he ever does express his feelings to him.
He might hate me. I don’t want that to ever happen.
Kame rather have friendship than having nothing at all, at least Jin could be by his side even though deep down he wanted more than that.
If only you knew how I felt, you’d understand. But how can a man so perfect like you would want me to be your lifetime partner? It‘s not possible, what I’ve always dreamed of will forever be a vivid dream in my memory.
“Anego.”
That voice, the same voice which Kame had heard and listened to for the past few years, was always sweet and pleasant to his ears. He will never get bored listening to the sweet childish voice that made him fell in love with it.
Love?
Kame fell in love with that voice, but more importantly he had fallen hard for that man, the same one showing in the screen right now.
“Anego.”
This time, Kame turned back his gaze to the direction of the voice, only to see a scene he wished he hadn’t seen, but wished that he could be the one instead.
“She’s so lucky, to be able to feel those lips, and be so near him. It’s just not fair.” He murmured softly as he picked up the remote, switching off the television, staring into the black empty screen.
If only… If only you knew, Jin, that I love you… I have always do…
Kame sighed as he slumped back to the sofa in defeat, feeling pathetic of his current situation he is right now. But he couldn’t do anything but keep the feelings to himself, locking the secrets he has from anyone else.
~`~
Author's Note: Hmm, how is the story? Personally I don't like it, I think there's so many flaws in this story of mine. But I posted it anyway. I want to share it with everyone else. So your comments are important to me. I'd like to know what you think. This is my first time writing an Akame fic so please give constructive comments ya? For T&T fans, I'll post my next fic on them soon, not today but sooon. I still think it's not yet the time to post it. I need to do some editing. So please be patient with me and wait for the upcoming fic ya??
For the mean time, this short fanfic is my present to my loyal readers & Akame fans! Haha, not that great but I hope that you enjoyed it. Even though it's just a one sided thing on Kame's part. And Happy 22th Bday to Jin!! It's still 4th of July in Spore! Haha, so still can congratulate him! ^___________^