Cogito Ergo Sum

[hangedup]

In all of my life I have never been able to understand why most suicides happen at night. I have had it explained to me, and I still can not understand why life becomes far more unbearable as the sun goes down. For me the night is a sort of reprieve, a time where I can feel the world at its’ balance while most people sleep. I have learned to relish

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[wayward_girl]

I think that maybe we were made to spend more time awake in the wee hours...thats what I do my best writing and have my best thoughts and feel at peace. I think that what has happened, for me anyway, is that working has thrown off my schedule so badly that I never get those moments of peace and solitude in the middle of the night and maybe it leads me farther away from my true self.

[hangedup]

It is just that moment for me where I am permitted to feel alone that keeps me going on my worst days. It’s one of the small comforts that keep’s life bearable for me. I try my best to fill my days with things such as this, but my small joys are too many to mention. I do thank you for adding me to your friends list. This journal is something of an experiment for me. It also allows itself to a new hobby of mine, collecting interesting people. Thank you