i guess, the last entry. no more point in having a livejournal...

[hank609]

Wow. everything was fine yesterday. and the day before. everything was great. i had everything going for me. My outlook on life changed. i became optimistic. my life was great. and then, today happened

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[foreversccr]

you should NEVER
EVER need a girl to feel like you have a purpose in life.

so its true that life doesnt always go as we want, relationships dont work, we dont achieve goals we want, anything else!

that isnt reason enough to just quit

and i know that i dont really know you,
i only know you through austen.

but still!!!

even when life gets really low, you cant think pessemistic, "wow it cant get any worse" you should think optimistic, "well you know what i'll make it work next time".

you cant keep beatting yourself up over what you have NO control over.
and there is NO sense in doing so!

anyways.
thats my thoughts.

[hank609]

i'm a pessimist by nature. i've been depressed for the past 4 years. i cant help it. the way i view life, i see no point at all. there is no purpose to life.

i know that things rarely work out. thats the main reason i didnt want to go through with it in the first place. austen kinda forced me into it.

a few days ago, i was the happiest guy on earth. and i get shot down in my stride. thats why i feel the way i do.

thanks for trying to help.

[foreversccr]

still.... i used to be depressed by nature. i used to pretend to be okay or at least somewhat happy so people wouldnt bother me about it

[arrrgmatey]

im sorry hank. i really am. but just try and look on the good side of life ya know?
and eat ice cream and watch movies (it helps, trust me!)