ppps - i called skyler tonight. i forgot how much i love him. i cried for a good hour. and it's still hard to hold back the tears. i miss him.

and i miss you too, katie. but i talk to you more often....and i'm not afraid of you dropping off the face of the earth at any point in time.

ps - moorea spelled it "elliot smith" on her myspace.
pps - i added katie deliwiche as a friend on myspace. random.

so today i was working at the national debate tournament. at one point during the afternoon, we had a two hour break. we were sitting in the lounge of cataldo (this big meeting room of sorts that we were in charge of) on the two couches and two chairs. liz and carla were sleeping on the couches and kathleen was slumped and sleeping in a chair. i ( Read more... )

i'm struggling with myself. when i was in santa cruz, i was sitting on this guy's couch in jeans and a sweatshirt and flipflops with my feet up on the coffee table and leaning lazily against the back of the chair. jessica said "that is how i like you best. that is how i see you, that is you in your natural state." for some reason that has been ( Read more... )

i am wearing especially grumpy pants right now. i think i'm pulling a "something is really bothering me but i'm pretending that it isn't so i actually have no idea what it is that's bothering me." and that doesn't make me happy. and i think a lack of protien for the past few days might make me grumpy, or run down at least. i want to cry and scream ( Read more... )

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover


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last night i talked to exboyfriendcody and his mother. exboyfriend cody had a dream about me recently. i was like bouncing through the forest looking for sparks of love. (the way he described it it sounded like i was a fairy, now what boy dreams about fairies?) so that was weird. and then his mom was thinking about me too. she wanted me to come to ( Read more... )

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You Are a Chihuahua Puppy


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