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[hanna_hanna]

It's a long one...

I can't tell if I'm happy anymore.

I might be, but I don't know if I'm just convincing myself that I'm okay because the idea of being miserable kills me.

I think I am a lot happier at school. At home, I start to lose myself again. I slip into a Hanna that just gets by. Having to worry about keeping my parents happy. It's not even

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[goosedroppings]

hanna, i love you!
it makes me sad that you feel apprehensive about seeing people from gbn.. i don't know specifically who you speak of, but anyone would be so happy for you that you're happy. i know i am!
and anyone who thinks high school is the highest point in life is ridiculous.. i think of it as a time to fuck up and learn from. (well, i guess all of life is like that, bahaha)but it's only painful to regret things like that. i think it should be easier to reconnect with people now since everyone has a new perspective.

also i'm sorry about your hangover, that is a crizazzy combo of alc you consumed! hahaha. but come to think of it i had a similar combination on halloween.. better yet i stored it in a dora the explorer backpack. tehe.

i am a fan of your second semester goals. number 8 makes me giggle and also i disagree with it you shouldn't wear any. and i suggest revising number 9 to "every day."

:]