i got a different livejournal because i finally figured out that i dont have to find someone with a code....

They're talking money. That's all they seem to do these days. Money money talking talking money money money. I'm swallowing mouthfuls of dirt, and the sawdust is clumping in the corners of my eyes. everything is so funny it makes me sad. what a weird world this is. where did everyone go? my jaw is dropped, and I'm ready to talk. words can't be ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for my eyes to burst. I'm waiting for this knife to twist. I'm waiting for another lonely day. but I've given up waiting for you. my whole body is heavy. I feel like I'm being tied down to this earth, and the ropes are getting tighter by the second. I'm all dried up, but I hurt so bad. the salty water refuses to give one last drop for ( Read more... )

Halloween was fun even though the majority of it was spent at work. It was still fun because there weren't any customers after 8:00. This really cute guy came in too, and I gave him some pizza and we made eye contact for a long time and smiled at each other and it was a weird connection, but I'd never seen him before. It felt like I'd known him ( Read more... )

why the hell does my cat always go freakin crazy when it's getting to be halloween? and then the day of, she's outside all day, freaking out. or nowhere to be found. i swear my cat has about 30 senses ( Read more... )

I HAVE A NEW AUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my uncle just asked his girlfriend to marry him. =) im so excited for him, he's 37 and met the perfect girl ever. she's always so possitive and fits withn our family perfectly, shes so fuckin cool. i definitely think of her as a friend, and now to have her part of the family is so awesome i can't ( Read more... )

i think that was one of the top 3 emotional talks i've ever had. laugh hard, cry hard, get pissed, be deep, be an idiot and everything in between and everything else too. it was nice. i really enjoy things being cleared up and understood on a healthy level. it makes me feel at ease and content with life. i can focus much more easily and thats ( Read more... )

high school girls are fucked up. every last one of them. no exceptions. i wish i wasn't one of them. i want to get away. far far away. from everyone. i don't want to move in with anyone from my high school. as of now, i cant trust anyone. not even myself. but what's insane is i shouldn't trust myself in the slightest, but i trust myself right now ( Read more... )

finally. i leave on sunday morning for western. im soo excited. it seems like things are going really well for me right now, hopefully itll just get better in the next couple weeks. im glad i know a few people down there already. i think its going to be a good time.
-chels.

i really like this song ( Read more... )