I LOVE JOHN MAYER.

SCHOOL IS DONE IN THREE DAYS

AAR.

CHRISTMAS

30 HOUR WORK WEEK.

excellent.

Yeah, life throws you curves ( Read more... )

Oh, the way she feels about me has changed
Thanks for playing, try again.
How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
Oh, what's a boy to do
I guess he better find one

I'm never speaking up again
It only hurts me
I'd rather be a mystery
Than she desert me

Oh I'm never speaking up again
Starting now

Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time ( Read more... )

Tonight was lame. That makes me sad. We never have lame nights. I feel more confused than ever, and I know they're right, and that makes it all that much harder. Oh, and PS. My LJ is no longer sacred. Tear!

Tonight I'm angry and I'm not sure why. Feeling like it might be time for a cry. Someone told me today they wished I'd die. That made me sad im not gonna lie ( Read more... )

So, today, i realized ive taken for granted that i can get A's and pretend i work hard for them when reality, i just didnt cheat to get them. That math quiz kicked my bootay, and i seriously thought that tears were funna fall, cause they were totally there. So i care just enough to know that im doing bad, but i dont care enough to work harder to ( Read more... )

So as school is now completely in full swing, and doesn't show signs of letting up, i've come to the conclusion that there really is no possible way for me to work, keep up in school, get Stay n Serve hours, go christmas shopping, help at my house, and have somewhat of a social life, oh and sleep/eat/meet basic needs. So maybe it would be better ( Read more... )

1. Here I stand, six feet small ( Read more... )

Is it wrong, that crying makes me happy? Sometimes it feels really really good to cry, even if it is for a frivolous unimportant reason.  The best crys are over sappy moments, or moments of extreme breakdowns that seem ridiculous in hindsight, but absolutly necessary at the time.  Today was a very good day, made better by a good cry.  Excuse me, I ( Read more... )