there's nothing left between you and i. i'm finding faith but losing us

Oct 10, 2005 01:39

man, today was such a long day. i didn't think it was ever gonna end. so, first, i didn't really feel like being upstairs for the sermon, so i went into the nursery, which is good, bc we had new people with kids and no one was scheduled for today. so, that was fun. after a while, rebekah came in and took over bc i had a major headache. so i took ( Read more... )

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youngsoldier852 October 10 2005, 14:09:52 UTC
but all he was doing was bringing me down with him. pulling me away from God and pretty much making me do things i didn't want to. and making me think everything was always my fault.

what the hell did i do? pulling you away from God? keep your story strate. you said so yourself it started before i came in. and now about MAKING you do things... i didnt make you do anything. i didnt try to presure you, i didnt threaten you, i didnt even say you have to ever do anything. you know that as well as i do. oh and than making you feel like everything was your falt. how the hell did i do that one?! i know you have your outburst and crap. and yes i see them.... but im tierd of them. the only thing you do now is rag on me. and if i didnt do anything lately you whine about the past. well here is a little reality check! thats exactly what it is... the past! so drop it and move on! i dont want that little aprt of you to hold on... just go and shut the hell up about me i know what i did and so dose everyone ells!

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jameswiswell October 10 2005, 20:57:12 UTC
Looks like you're still holding on as well. Quit bitching about it. see this is what she means, you turn around on her LiveJournal posts and BOOM bitch her out for everything she talks about. Thus bringing her down. Grow up. Oh and think before you type, it does tend to help with what you're trying to say.

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youngsoldier852 October 10 2005, 22:19:27 UTC
if i was holding on i would be on my knees begging. she just needs to keep her story strait.

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jameswiswell October 11 2005, 08:57:15 UTC
I believe it's spelled 'straight' not 'strait'. Spelling, grammer, and puncuation say a lot about someone. Your's says you don't care if you make a mistake, you think you should have another shot everytime you make one. Also the fact that you replied to her LiveJournal post shows that you are holding on. You're defending yourself to someone whom you've never met and saying you're not holding on. You are in denial. You want Hannah back, you're just too afraid of admiting it. You're also afraid of commitment. You think you should try every choice in the world before you make the right one, only so that you know which choice is right from the start just to see what all the possibilities are, you make the wrong choices. The way you talk shows it all. Everything I've heard (And I'll believe Hannah over you any day even if she tells me a lie.) shows me this. Oh and the fact that you don't want a real job. You don't want a 9 to 5 job for the rest of your life shows as well. This is why you joined the Army. My exfience is younger then you, ( ... )

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