The reason
Spending all my time with jack has brought me to write things im thinking..
(private)
Longing wishing taking seeing recieving kissing loving touching,
Dreaming hoping praying doing begging forgiving knowing
You and everything youve dont to me, amazing how little we know but see.
Crazy hopes crazy dreams crazy thoughts of you with me
So this is a fantasy this is happy this is.... love?(/private)
also its brought me to the point where i know i need to tell Ernie to move on, but thats going to be hard...
he cares so much for me, but i couldnt like him like he wanted me too... im a horrible friend.
(private)
Longing wishing taking seeing recieving kissing loving touching,
Dreaming hoping praying doing begging forgiving knowing
You and everything youve dont to me, amazing how little we know but see.
Crazy hopes crazy dreams crazy thoughts of you with me
So this is a fantasy this is happy this is.... love?(/private)
also its brought me to the point where i know i need to tell Ernie to move on, but thats going to be hard...
he cares so much for me, but i couldnt like him like he wanted me too... im a horrible friend.