I..... had a dream...

Oct 19, 2009 20:26

I had a dream / nightmare last night about the LIFAD butcher. I was walking through this house and I came across a young man on his knees who kept saying "alle da, alle da" over and over. I realized that the butcher was walking around the house looking for victims and chanting "Liebe ist für alle da" as he killed people. Kind of ironic, since it's supposed to be love for all....

My fucking car won't start. I want to scream. What a lousy day it's been! The one good thing was that I found out my Germany savings account was $50 more than I thought it was. However, the USD / Euro conversion has gotten worse. :(

Oh, one other good thing is that my very first ebay listing sold. Yayyy, more $$ for the Germany fund.

I've only heard 4 songs from LIFAD. I cannot get Roter Sand out of my head! It's so beautiful. I think it's one of the best ballads they have ever done. Tomorrow the official CD comes and I cannot wait! I hope I won't be disappointed. I've seen some lyrics and I'm intrigued by Haifisch and Ich tu dir weh. Damn, ich tu dir weh is just.... brutal. I've always enjoyed R+ songs that have really nasty lyrics.

I know many people don't care for this disc, or the way it was marketed. I am one of the people who said "wtf why can't they just promote their music instead of acting like fools who just want to shock people?" But after reading a few interviews and getting away from the childishness that is rampant on various forums I have been able to form my own opinion. Pussy is so damned addictive as a song that I have to like it. People compare it to Amerika, but I don't. I wouldn't purposely play Amerika, I would only allow it to play as part of the disc it's on. Pussy is a track that I would actually play for enjoyment. It's a good song, regardless of the ridiculous lyrics.

I have no problem admitting when I dislike Rammstein stuff. I don't need to love everything. I don't like SNVM. It embarrasses me. I find Nebel somewhat boring and I think Seeman is highly overrated. I am not the type to say "oooh if it's R+ it MUST be good."  They do what they do. Sometimes I love it, sometimes I'm disappointed. Same with the guys. I fucking love Richard with a passion, but I can say right now that he is acting like the biggest dick in the world lately. Does it make me sad? Yes. Does it change my great feelings about R+ and all the friends I've made because of them? No.
I guess tomorrow I will know better how I feel about the new stuff. Love it or hate it, I won't suddenly despise Rammstein. I may wish for the past, but that ain't happening. I'll need to decide if I want to love it, hate it, remember the past fondly, or walk away.

rammstein, life

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