I find it hard to believe how much trouble this livehjournal may have brought me. How could I have known things I wrote two years ago or more would come to effect my reality today? What I can best describe as an exercise in creative writing has become my persona. This lj is not who I am. It was an effort to appease a few people. Mostly one person. ( Read more... )

Great news, I'm going to find a new job soon. I'm stoked, but unsure what the hell it'll be. I'm just not an insurance salesman. I hope you never pictured me that way. The lure of money can make a lot of people think they are something they are not. And for a moment, I thought I could be an insurance salesman. Not that I could be one for a lifetime ( Read more... )

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!

It's hard to believe it's already Thanksgiving, where has my time gone? Oh yeah, I've been wasting it away with foolish pursuits and unfufilled promises. The important thing is that I learn and move on. Start to enjoy the things that can enjoy me back. That could rule out Amanda, not that I want to, but if she doesn't have ( Read more... )

Well, I didn't get to go to the movies with Amanda last nite, which is perfectly ok. I'm disappointed, but at this point I still understand. She was probably just tied up with work, and I can't blame her for that. I told her I am going to bug her with a phone call every nite I have off until she finally goes to the movies with me; so, even if she ( Read more... )

OK, so I think I am going to listen to all the signs and suggestions and end things with Kate. I mean judging by her last journal entry:

"Because of my new realization.....I'm swearing off guys until I know what's happening between Garreth and I. Meaning..I'm not going to have a guy in my life romantically, until I know for sure that it's ( Read more... )

OK, since all my adoring fans are begging for an update as to what went down friday nite I better give them what they want. How about JACK and SHIT Well technically, not jack shit, but not what I wanted. I called Amanda around 6pm to make arrangements for the movies and got her answering machine, which was fine because she told me she had to work ( Read more... )

Ok, I have a bit of a dilema. Let me lay this down for you. You see, this coming weekend is Homecoming at UF, and I would love to go, but thats another story. What is important regarding that is that Katie was supposed to go to Gainesville this weekend, which meant I was going to have the weekend free and open, so I  made plans.

There's this girl ( Read more... )

So I guess I owe everyone an update, but I need to get ready and leave for work, so you'll just have to wait. All I will say is things went well last nite.

Time to destroy some lives other than my own

I got to go get ready for work tonite. I hope I make at least seventy-five bucks tonite, otherwise it wont be worth it ( Read more... )