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[hannibalo]

Well, I didn't get to go to the movies with Amanda last nite, which is perfectly ok. I'm disappointed, but at this point I still understand. She was probably just tied up with work, and I can't blame her for that. I told her I am going to bug her with a phone call every nite I have off until she finally goes to the movies with me; so, even if she

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[goddess_jax]

Fine, don't destroy her. But you should make her feel bad about the way she's treated you throughout all of this. I mean, seriously, come on! She has to know that you read her journal, like you're not going to think something's up with the whole: "I'm too chicken-shit to say it to your face so I'll put it in my journal that I know you read" act. That's just crap. She's strung you along this far, why can't she just respect you enough to tell you to your face or at the very least over the phone. I really think you deserve far better; anyone deserves better than this.

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[hannibalo]

I am fairly certain she doesn't know I read her journal, about as certain as I am that she doesn't read mine. Actually, I would think the odds are better that she would know my journal since I have the same AIM screenname. But if she read my journal she would realize I read hers..... SO I doubt either has happened. The funny thing is I have a second LJ, which I would think she could read easily if she wanted. Hell, the user name is aaronorbik, and I write in her friend's ljs all the time. She did call me last nite when I was at work, but like I siad, I was at work, so I didn't answer the phone. She left me a message saying she hadn't spoken with me in a few days and that she would have the day of today. She would talk to me on Thanksgiving, if not sooner... I didn't call her back last nite, I'm still deliberating if I am going to talk to her today. I really don't want to, but I'd feel like an ass if I didn't at least say Happy Thanksgiving. It is a holiday, people are supposed to be warm, forgiving, and receptive.