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So after band, I came home a pretty much slept. I didn't remember one inkling of my dreams.
I got up around 4:30 to do my math hw. I finished at 5:30 and I decided I would go back to sleep just for 15 mintues or so. (LOL. Right, like THAT'LL happen.)
I had the most AMAZING lucid dream ever. Holy shit batman.
I guess it was a lucid dream. Well, it was a dream about a lucid dream. So yes? Anyone it's kinda complicated allow me to explain.
So I crawled back into my bed and started to doze off. I specifically remember being able to see my computer screen while I was half conscious. My left eye was still halfway open for awhile.
I started off my dream in a movie theatre; there was nothing unusal about it. I sat there with 2 other people (I'm not sure who they were) on my left. While everyone was waiting for the movie to start, I start playing an old school arcade game on the movie screen and everyone is intently watching it. I have the controller in my hand and I notice three guys sitting a row infront of me and to the right. I try to see their faces and I realize I can't. One has a yellow shirt on and a concentrate really hard on seeing his face as the light brightens and dims on his face. I then realize I'm dreaming and everything goes completely black(/gray) like my eyes are closed.
I thought I had woken up but all of the sudden images start flashing before me in a darken grayscale. When they slow down I see Tiffany's dad (weird!). I realize that I can control what I'm seeing. I start testing out my "abilities" and it changes to Mr. Dickey (lol). Then it changes to Nick. It pauses ther for a moment and then everything spirals a dark black again. I try and fight to find the images again. I start to roll around to see if I can find them. I'm not sure if I was moving in realtime... I might have been. I'm a least controling the movement of my subconsious body and I feel like I'm laying down but just rolling. I become more aware of my senses and touch and everythign just feels wonderful. It was like I was really high and just moving felt beautiful. I am sort of overwhlemed by the feeling and lose control again. I start to roll of my bed and specifically remember my numb-feeling hand grabbing the edge of the bed to stop me from falling off. I roll off the bed anyway and fall onto my bean bag. I quickly climb back up to not disrupt the amazing feeling I have. During this whole time, everything is pitch black just like when your eyes are closed. All I am feeling is whatever I'm touching or doing.
My dad then walks into the room and grabs a stuffed kangaroo and says "Thanks for letting Grant borough this." My eyes are slightly open now (like you've just woken up) and I still feeling amazing so I nod but just generally ignore him. Not but 30 seconds later, my actual dad walks into my room ans says "Hey! Time to get up."
I felt like my mind had EXPLODED. It was one of those "What the FUCK just happened?" kinda moments. It was absolutely insane.
So life is life. I feel generally bummed out abou everything but that's nothing new. It's only when I have nothing to do but think.
I have a feeling this weekend is gonna suck D:
//FiN
I got up around 4:30 to do my math hw. I finished at 5:30 and I decided I would go back to sleep just for 15 mintues or so. (LOL. Right, like THAT'LL happen.)
I had the most AMAZING lucid dream ever. Holy shit batman.
I guess it was a lucid dream. Well, it was a dream about a lucid dream. So yes? Anyone it's kinda complicated allow me to explain.
So I crawled back into my bed and started to doze off. I specifically remember being able to see my computer screen while I was half conscious. My left eye was still halfway open for awhile.
I started off my dream in a movie theatre; there was nothing unusal about it. I sat there with 2 other people (I'm not sure who they were) on my left. While everyone was waiting for the movie to start, I start playing an old school arcade game on the movie screen and everyone is intently watching it. I have the controller in my hand and I notice three guys sitting a row infront of me and to the right. I try to see their faces and I realize I can't. One has a yellow shirt on and a concentrate really hard on seeing his face as the light brightens and dims on his face. I then realize I'm dreaming and everything goes completely black(/gray) like my eyes are closed.
I thought I had woken up but all of the sudden images start flashing before me in a darken grayscale. When they slow down I see Tiffany's dad (weird!). I realize that I can control what I'm seeing. I start testing out my "abilities" and it changes to Mr. Dickey (lol). Then it changes to Nick. It pauses ther for a moment and then everything spirals a dark black again. I try and fight to find the images again. I start to roll around to see if I can find them. I'm not sure if I was moving in realtime... I might have been. I'm a least controling the movement of my subconsious body and I feel like I'm laying down but just rolling. I become more aware of my senses and touch and everythign just feels wonderful. It was like I was really high and just moving felt beautiful. I am sort of overwhlemed by the feeling and lose control again. I start to roll of my bed and specifically remember my numb-feeling hand grabbing the edge of the bed to stop me from falling off. I roll off the bed anyway and fall onto my bean bag. I quickly climb back up to not disrupt the amazing feeling I have. During this whole time, everything is pitch black just like when your eyes are closed. All I am feeling is whatever I'm touching or doing.
My dad then walks into the room and grabs a stuffed kangaroo and says "Thanks for letting Grant borough this." My eyes are slightly open now (like you've just woken up) and I still feeling amazing so I nod but just generally ignore him. Not but 30 seconds later, my actual dad walks into my room ans says "Hey! Time to get up."
I felt like my mind had EXPLODED. It was one of those "What the FUCK just happened?" kinda moments. It was absolutely insane.
So life is life. I feel generally bummed out abou everything but that's nothing new. It's only when I have nothing to do but think.
I have a feeling this weekend is gonna suck D:
//FiN