Hello All.
I'm back around the joint. Hurray. I guess.
I have some pictures to post but I'll put them up after tomorrow so. like. saturday. or something.
I've been kinda mopey but school hasn't been around to make it worse. Which is nice.
Friday 12/22: Party at Daya's
- much fun.
- those spinny things fucked with my head a HELLUVALOT. I really felt high and consenquently scared.
- Socialized with people I didn't know. They were pretty cool.
- Tiffany is amazingly cool.
Saturday 12/23:
-Shit. I can't remember.
Sunday 12/24: Family Eve
- Dad's side came over.
- Whateverz. I might go see Reel Big Fish wiff my cousins. Lawl.
Monday 12/25: CHRISTMAS!
- got up mother effing early. Stupid brother... :grumble:
- Aunt and the bf came over. We had a really quiet xmas.
THe SPoils of XMas
- Nintendo DS (with Nintendogs and Pokemon; also with car charger) :D
- Wacom tablet :DDDDDDD I still need to set it up.
- Portable speakers (for the MP3 Playuh)
- New earbuds HURRAY!
- John Mayer CD (Continuum er whatever)
- Jem CD (Which I own already D:)
- Finding Neverland
- Money $
Tuesday 12/26: After Xmas shopping
- JCPenny's, GAP, Forever21, Target
- 4 pairs of pants and 4 shirts, 2 pairs of jeans, cool jacket, messenger bag.
Wednesday 12/27: Se's House
- When over and did absolutely nothing all day.
- Watched Finding Neverland (kinda)
- Made cute DS covers
- She's such a silly girl :P
Thurday 12/28: Xmas @ Grandma's
- My grandma broke her leg so she couldn't make it to xmas #1
- It was pretty uneventful but what can you do.
Friday 12/29: SEAWORLD ZOMGGMGMGG!!!!
I'm so excited :P
There we go, my life on paper. Or something.
I saw this secret and cried a little bit on the inside
I know that's a horrible view to have. I guess I don't have it all the time though.
It's just one of those things that nags at me on bad days.
I just never feel good enough. Never feel pretty enough. Never feel smart enough. I'm just a little speck in a world of a million other specks. I guess that is partly true. I just want to feel special for once. To feel loved for once. It's stupid I know. Looking for the acceptance of some stupid guy.
I feel so rediculous. Me, the one who claims to "live life for their own perspective" has the obsessant need to find someone else. I hate being dependent on other people.
I know you've heard the same whine before. Just ignore it then.
//LaterGators.
I have some pictures to post but I'll put them up after tomorrow so. like. saturday. or something.
I've been kinda mopey but school hasn't been around to make it worse. Which is nice.
Friday 12/22: Party at Daya's
- much fun.
- those spinny things fucked with my head a HELLUVALOT. I really felt high and consenquently scared.
- Socialized with people I didn't know. They were pretty cool.
- Tiffany is amazingly cool.
Saturday 12/23:
-Shit. I can't remember.
Sunday 12/24: Family Eve
- Dad's side came over.
- Whateverz. I might go see Reel Big Fish wiff my cousins. Lawl.
Monday 12/25: CHRISTMAS!
- got up mother effing early. Stupid brother... :grumble:
- Aunt and the bf came over. We had a really quiet xmas.
THe SPoils of XMas
- Nintendo DS (with Nintendogs and Pokemon; also with car charger) :D
- Wacom tablet :DDDDDDD I still need to set it up.
- Portable speakers (for the MP3 Playuh)
- New earbuds HURRAY!
- John Mayer CD (Continuum er whatever)
- Jem CD (Which I own already D:)
- Finding Neverland
- Money $
Tuesday 12/26: After Xmas shopping
- JCPenny's, GAP, Forever21, Target
- 4 pairs of pants and 4 shirts, 2 pairs of jeans, cool jacket, messenger bag.
Wednesday 12/27: Se's House
- When over and did absolutely nothing all day.
- Watched Finding Neverland (kinda)
- Made cute DS covers
- She's such a silly girl :P
Thurday 12/28: Xmas @ Grandma's
- My grandma broke her leg so she couldn't make it to xmas #1
- It was pretty uneventful but what can you do.
Friday 12/29: SEAWORLD ZOMGGMGMGG!!!!
I'm so excited :P
There we go, my life on paper. Or something.
I saw this secret and cried a little bit on the inside
I know that's a horrible view to have. I guess I don't have it all the time though.
It's just one of those things that nags at me on bad days.
I just never feel good enough. Never feel pretty enough. Never feel smart enough. I'm just a little speck in a world of a million other specks. I guess that is partly true. I just want to feel special for once. To feel loved for once. It's stupid I know. Looking for the acceptance of some stupid guy.
I feel so rediculous. Me, the one who claims to "live life for their own perspective" has the obsessant need to find someone else. I hate being dependent on other people.
I know you've heard the same whine before. Just ignore it then.
//LaterGators.