In the hizzay

Jun 29, 2010 10:41

So. I'm moving again. Yup. After I had told myself and my roommates that I NEVER want to move again, they up and decide, "Hey, I wanna move again." More like, Jocie fucking wanted to move again because of money or some shit. I don't even really know the reason anymore. I would still have to move anyway because my family is moving down from Alaska, so... yeah. Wouldn't have mattered if my roommates wanted to move or not. Though it would've been MUCH easier if it was just me, so that way I don't have to help them with their shit I guess. Or feel obligated to, because my selfish side says I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU GUYS BECAUSE THIS WAS YOUR FAULT TO BEGIN WITH, but we all know that's just being silly and immature.

It's also SUPER DUPER GREAT because we are moving in early July, which is during AX. I guess we're going to move right after it ends, but wow, talk about crammed in events. I hate the fact that I won't even have time to breath before going off to haul fucking heavy boxes out in the July California heat. That sounds so fucking nice, I just want to kill someone. I mean, if the weather wasn't so god damn muggy and hot, it probably wouldn't be so bad... but I have so many memories of moving while practically baking in a cramped elevator (and working until midnight because of goddamn money complications), it just... doesn't make me very happy about ANYTHING.

All these annoyances outweigh the fact that AX is coming up at all. I find myself wishing AX would just come and go already. Sometimes I'm just sick of all these conventions, mostly because of all the annoying shit that happens during "con season". Like, say, moving. Every time I think about moving, I just wanna scream my head off and break shit. I also can't stop cussing and freaking the fuck out whenever I think about it. Also, hey, what's this? I'm also on a SUPER LONG PERIOD. FUCKING HOORAY. WHY CAN'T AX JUST BE OVER ALREADY?

I mean, it's funny... I really look forward to conventions all the time. Meeting friends, hanging out with friends, etc is a lot of fun... but I'm really starting to doubt that the pros outweigh the cons (hurhur), seeing as I basically spend over a hundred dollars just to walk around a building and nerd out with friends that I see all the time -- which is something we do all the time anyway. The only thing I ever do is cosplay a little and lolly-gag around the artist alley. But in all seriousness, I DO look forward to meeting new friends, and hanging out. It just... IDK... whatever.

Guess that's it for my super annoying and depressing rant of the year. Yippee.



hay some oc's that i never got to finish up on. they were gonna have simple colors here but nooooo photoshop decided HEY I WANNA BE A DICK FACE and froze on me in the middle of coloring the girl on the left (Vanessa). so. no colors for now.

wtf, major suckage, more anger, i hate everything

Previous post Next post
Up