well today was the first day of great neck hockey try outs so me jen and tay went to help out. it brought back memories... some bad (stadiums ahhh!) and some good (seeing kiley and megan and teeny and sammy and all them again).it was cold as anything tho and windy too! i was wearing a long sleeve tshirt and sweatpants and i was still freeezing. we ( Read more... )

theres no hope. no one can replace you. <333

ive been so frusterated lately. i hate not being able to get what i want. maybe im too complicated.  i mean, i dont even know what my type is. i dont know what i like or what i dont like. it changes as i go along. i always find myself hating a characteristic in one person and loving it in another. but i know what i want. i want something real, ( Read more... )

the weekend overview ( Read more... )

yeah i kind of forgot that i had a live journal until lauren told me i hadnt updated it sicne sunday. ooops. well yeah this week hasnt been so bad ( Read more... )

well last night was a bummmer but i talked to brittany on the phone and that was reassuring bcuz she can make me incredibly happy no matter what ( Read more... )

well something very unexpected happened tonigth after my last entry.at like 8 o'clock my brothers and i were informed that my granddad was rushed into emergency surgery this morning. he had to get his gallbladder removed because he had a serious infection. so i deffinatly wasnt in the mood to go out anymore tonight... ive been kidna freaked out and ( Read more... )

the day started of good and slow and then became totally hectic ( Read more... )

Staying home alone on a Friday ( Read more... )

wednesday: school uhh sucked as usual. after shcool courtney and i went to klms to see people and it was pretty fun and interesting. my old science teacher from what 6th grade(?) who used to hateee me, mary, chelsea t, and brittany b, was bening sweet as anythign to me and told me i needed to model. haha im liek wtf are u joking.. im like 5 foot 2 ( Read more... )