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最喜歡的時刻
是完全能釋放的時候
不用多想
把所有的話說出來
最喜歡
能放心
把心放在祂的手裡
我不想再刻意表現
但我想真心關懷
祂說
愛能戰勝尊嚴
愛無視眼前的殘缺
我決定
還是選擇愛
唯有如此我才能真正釋懷，無遺憾
最後
我想說
我依然信靠
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再度抉擇
回頭再看人生
已經把好多的事情都遺忘
迷糊的記憶中好像有些夢想堆著灰塵
我選擇了放棄
但如果我沒有也許今天的我真的會很不一樣
我看到身邊的人實現了我所放棄的夢想
天啊我錯過的也太多了吧
還有機會去實現嗎？
還有精力，有時間，有金錢嗎？
我不想再在遺憾和後悔中打轉
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10 more days before one of my tags go into archive. I don't really like growing older now. :(
總覺得我有太多的事情還沒做
Years of my teenage years passed and I have become distant so many friends.. I guess it is partly my fault for not actively trying to do something about these friendships and also for not turning up for many of the outings..對不起
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最想留住的
So I actually only just wrote 10 days ago.
似久非久
Watched 我的少女時代 yesterday and as expected, tears couldn't stop flowing.
Sidenote: there is a sudden realization that the actors are around the same age as me. What.....am I doing with my life?
Anyway,
我一直覺得有一種感動
我感覺那壓抑的情緒涌上
也許只是在提醒我曾經的美好
也許是在告訴我自己應該保有的真心
也許...是提醒一切的未完待續
真心
容易被遺忘
真心
也是有人珍惜
我是否真的失去了為你淚流滿面的權利
而你
祝你
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想
18天
我想逃了
可是要去哪裡？
曾經好多瘋狂的夢
是不是真的無法實現了？
我想離開
我想去旅行
我想好好學吉他
我想學更多語言
我想去探險
我想去尋找
我想再次感受真摯
我想...你
但這樣的我
目前也只能繼續想下去
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Trying my best
To face the realities I get from "filtering"
Things that really matter, people that really care..
It's difficult knowing that there aren't really many.
Many can go through the process of purification but only the gold remains. I guess this applies very much the same. I am currently recognizing the "gold" in my life that is worth keeping.
真的有一点难
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I just can't help but to come back to this place. I'm tired, especially my eyes. Thank God I finished the earth resources report and I can sleep in tonight. It was a hectic week and honestly speaking, the battle is tough. I've given literally much and it is so that I also feel like giving up. But giving up is not an option. It's not my fault I know ( Read more... ) -
献花
This is the last.
My Issac/Benjamin.
倒空了心
献上给祂
对不起，谢谢
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Hello it's me again.
Actually I wanted to take a nap but I couldn't sleep. I think it was just food coma and also I slept a lot from last night. Am I that tired?
I'm quite tired of the self that is trying to gain recognition. This is not how one gets loved. Maybe I'm just tired of interacting with people hahaha the introvert thing. I thought ( Read more... ) -
No turning back
For some reasons a week feels like a long time now and yet I am aware how weeks are passing by quickly. Irony? Week 5 of school. A little (only?) overwhelmed. Seeing how those around me are working so hard I just feel like I should do the same. To be honest it is not easy. Every week there are worries and burdens. It is kind of like a checklist, ( Read more... )