i'm a bubble in a sound wave
a sonic push for energy
exploding like the sun
a flash of clean light hope
all you scientists can hold your breath
can I decide to show myself, oh oh

oh oh oh...
(take me to the source of chaos let me be the butterfly
oh my, imperfect symmetry has underlying poetry in rhyme)

if you think like thomas edison
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Another year is rolling on by. I am not overly thrilled about it but I’m not dreading it either. I’m in this grey neutral area. It’s fucking hard to stay there though. I am one those naturally overly optimistic then overly pessimistic people. If I believed in making New Year’s resolutions, I guess mine would be something along the lines of trying ( Read more... )

Your rainbow is shaded violet.

What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate beauty and craftsmanship. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

I pilfered this from a fellow LJer.

Jokes on me. Just when I thought it was safe to go to bed, boom I can’t sleep again. Oh well, why fight it. My bathroom, which usually looks like a place where junkies convene, is spotless. So at least I am getting shit done. Also, I made a list of all my ideas that I am at some point in time to write when this cursed writer’s block goes away. It’s ( Read more... )

So today I finally got some sleep. The problem was that the time I actually started to doze off was right around the time school let out and my apartment complex is literally next to an elementary school so I went to sleep listening to little kiddies walking home splashing in puddles and laughing and for some reason all of it depressed me beyond ( Read more... )

Well I haven’t been able to sleep very well, which always changes my personality. Even with my sleeping pills I haven’t been able to get any real sleep. I sleep an hour here or an hour there but nothing solid. Everything seems so slowed down, which makes everything I think in my head feel like its going so much faster than I know it is.

Anyways, I ( Read more... )

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I’ve decided that it’s a bad thing when people ask “what is it you do exactly” and you just stare at them blankly and walk away. I have classes at Cal State LA but winter courses don’t start until January. At least I have that now. I can say “Well I start school in January” but I am getting tired of hearing myself say that.

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So I have writer’s block again. I have these great ideas and then I can’t get them out. I think that’s part of the reason I am going crazy.

Anyways, On Saturday my friend Eve and I went out to dinner. We had overpriced Chicago pizza and this really good beer and the best part was that her douche bag boyfriend ended up paying for the whole thing, ( Read more... )

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