I am the worst friend in the entire world. Okay, I'm not that bad, but I'm not good. Fuck. I try to find new friends and I just aleinate the old ones. What's wrong with me? I can't seem to hold on to anything. I don't know how I do it, but I'll hold it so tightly that it dies. Then what am I left with... Where does this instinct come from? How can
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