But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go

it's a normal night. there are fireworks, jumping children, and laughter, but it's just a normal night. it just so happens that it;s the last day of the year and people are celebrating. why? maybe they;re happy to be alive. maybe they;re celebrating everything they've experienced and looking forward for things to come ( Read more... )

Summer: I woke up one morning and I just knew ( Read more... )

i feel like it;s about to happen. and it looks like im going to let it happen. there's a big chance that i start talking to you a lot again my dear lj.

"yes, i love you. trust me anytime. i want to give you dreams, passion, everything ( Read more... )

ok. this is going to be harder than i thought. but i must do it. i must succeed.

this is not the me that i want. i could not bear like to live like this. the most terrible thing i could think of is going on and living like this.

my conscious deciding self has only two options left.
death. or change.

if it could achieve neither, then its insanity.

fucking evil world. fucking weak useless me.

dear ma,

i know i have not been the best of sons. i know that you haven't had the best of luck in your dreams. still, i love you very much. i rarely show it but i do. happy mother's day. i love you.

i am now officially jobless. it feels weird. like school, star offered a sense of direction, like my life is going somewhere or is bound to end somewhere significant. that was the beauty of being in school. you're free to laugh, think, and chill, leaving the question of what you're supposed to do in life for later ( Read more... )

"Love, it turns out, is as undemocratic as money, so it accumulates around people who have plenty of it already: the sane, the healthy, the lovable." -- Nick Hornby