sometimes I forget that everything is temporary and I let it get me down. I went to work last night and this morning suddenly all of yesterday's problems seem so far away. I am back where I started and really, nothing was wrong with where I started. I have a great home, great family, school opportunities up the yin yang and a consistent group of ( Read more... )

Man, I used to write in this thing daily, I've been too enthralled with myspace though so I've basically kept this journal to keep tabs on Bill....that's right, I'm watching you, muhahahahahahaha. Anyway, this post is mostly going to lack substance as I am updating with a survey I stole from myspace. Here we go ( Read more... )

Reading someone's journal gives you an insight into what goes on below the surface. Don't think for a second that you have the smallest iota of who I am just because I open myself up through a screen. I have a lot of thoughts that run through my mind constantly every day...and they're not all doom and gloom. If you've had a 10 minute conversation ( Read more... )

I just found out my parents are going out of town for 11 days....why must they torture me? Who wants to keep me company in my oh-so-creepy house?

Despite having a pretty good happy streak this past month, my body has just gone to shit. I feel like my new found good mood is just the calm before the storm. My migraines have come back and are much more painful this time around. My shunt is no longer functioning at the level that it has been for the past 21 years. My cat scans have revealed ( Read more... )

Well, last paycheck lasted about 4 hours and I didn't even get half of what I needed. Turns out my car needed a hell of a lot more work done than I originally thought. Next week's non paycheck will have to include : a way past due Verizon payment, a new cellphone (because fuck prepaid), a trip to the dentist...and really, considering all the ( Read more... )

car registration - $138
brakes - $200+
new license - $20
oil- $30
last verizon payment - $120
new phone bill - $55

Fuck being a responsible "adult"...where's my booze money?

I've been noticing a lot lately that the people who talk the loudest about hating flakey people and drama are some of the flakiest individuals with the most drama filled lives I have ever met. Granted, I have a couple friends that told me right off the bat "I'm not dependable" or "if you have high expectations, I'm not the person....blah blah" but ( Read more... )

I have never laughed so hard sober as I did last night. If you haven't seen all 5 parts of R. Kelly's "Trapped in the Closet", I highly suggest you sit through all of it. The lyrics are so ridiculously ghetto fabulous that I couldn't help but be drawn to it. Somewhere between Tim's Del Taco, 4th Dr. Pepper and Yvette finishing off a bottle of wine ( Read more... )

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