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[happifacek]

lately i've been feeling like a grown up. i dont even know what that means, sometimes i like it because it's different and fun and witty, and other times it makes me feel like i should run away, outside right now, and twirl around in my underwear staring up at the stars and hooting. phew. i'm not sure, i think detaching myself from things and just

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[sleep_in_my_hat]

damn

i could really use an escape from the world to gather my own thoughts. everything gets so complicated when you're always worrying about homework and friends and being the person you wish you could be. it seems to me like you've gotten to a point where things are simple, you know who you love and the things that are important and i feel like it's hard to get all that straight when a million other things are intervening in that process. you've always been an inspiration for the way i live my life- there are so many things about jeremy axelrad that make me feel like the world is full of honest people that find the greatest satisfaction in the simplest things, and i love you for that! in any case, you inspire me to keep working towards that goal, even if you haven't reached it, you're closer than i am, and it's important to have someone's steps to follow to keep you on the path.
love, kyle

[happifacek]

kyle, i've been shlepping around firewood in a wheelbarrow, and it's wet and cloudy outside and i came in to eat some chocolate and a banana and a glass of milk. if i had to give one more freakin wise sounding bit of advice, i'd say that frustration, and things getting in the way, are all part of the process. they are for me at least, not that that makes them any less frustrating, or that i go out looking for distractions, but sometimes the worst times or the times where i stop trying are the one's where i learn something about myself, or something i want to change. i don't really think the point of life is to always be changing. more and more i'm realizing there's only so much about me that will ever change, and for only so long, so i think it's best and most fun to love myself and go along for the ride. you should know that i love you, and think you're great, and you being in the seat next to me or just on my mind while we're both on this crazy rollercoaster is one of my favorite parts about it, right up there with the loopdy loop.

[anonymous]

ooo im so proud of you
love you
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