Everything is NOT alright (pessimistic)

[happilypuzzled]

I friggin teared up at the end of lunch today. I hate it when people ask me "what's wrong?" when I'm acting weird. It only makes me break down and cry because I feel like I can't explain it. And that's what happened.

I hate how things are going. I've been realizing that I have changed myself so much without even realizing it for the chance that

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[ex_just_jane902]

Just go with the flow...You'll figure it all out in time. You need to come have a slumber party at my house over break. And we shall consume massive quantities of ice cream.
xoxo
janie

[happilypuzzled]

Errr. Problemo there. I'll be gone the day after Christmas to Florida. : \
Thanks for the offer though, that would have been really refreshing and awesome.
I think you're right though, I need to stop worrying and thinking to much and being so darn paranoid. I'll try to take it easy.
Thanks bunches! (I'm going to go read you ode to me now : p )
x0x0

[ex_just_jane902]

Before Florida? I get out next Friday afternoon!

[happilypuzzled]

You do?!?!

Hmm sounds nice... lets see. So you get out the 18th? Hmm. Would you want to come to the Winter Semi Formal? You could do that. And we could hang out... Thursday night? We have no school on Friday so that would work. If not that then maybe Tuesday after school. I hate being busy.
So some way shape or form for us to hang out before Florida would be cool.

[mrsskittles69]

Dont worry i know what u mean ur figthin a losing battle and it sucks MAJOR ass but im here for u every step of the way all of us r . . . u can undo it all but u have to face the reason ur change first before u can go back . . . in other words find yourself some closure so u can go on w/o the what if and i could haves . . . other wise ur running up a sliipery hill with slipperds on . . . u wont make it very far before u fall . . . BUT IM HERE TO BREAK THE FALL ne time u need to chat or just get away call my cell 387-0241

i just gave u my cell on a public thing and now everyone knows it oops o well if it helps u

[happilypuzzled]

thanks!