hi
my parents are home
yay.

no car though
full to the brim
my head was icky

all better
gotta go now
bye, bye

taking a break for awhile 
while my dog is outside.
i've taken two pills
one at 5:00
another just a minute ago

so i've had to cups of caffeine
according to this

Drug FactsActive ingredients (in each tablet) - Purpose

Uses: helps restore alertness or wakefulness when experiencing fatigue or drowsiness

Warnings: For occassional use only

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guess what?
i went to work
i went to rite aid
and got vivarin

its a caffeing alertness aid
so when i'm done eating dinner
i'm gonna get my room clean 
before tomorrow morning
and when i start to get sleepy
i'm gonna take just one of these 200mg tablets.

yay.

gotta go now.
bye, bye
hehe

I'm kinda down today. 
Not excited just kinda sad. 
Not depressed or angry. 
Maybe a little hurt
Maybe a little stung.
But I will survive.

I didn't want to go to work.
I didn't want to talk.
I don't want to be alone
Yet here I sit
No one to talk to
No one to argue with.
No one to say that they love me
isn't this just bliss?

Life is slow
Day by day
Moment by moment
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I am the peony blushing red, the swaying tree, the whispering wind
I am the steep path leading pilgrims to the gates of heaven
I am in words, in protests, in tears
I am a burn which purifies, a pain with the power to transform
I travel through the seasons, I shine like a star
I am Man's melancholy smile
I am the Mountain's indulgent smile
I am the ( Read more... )

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I was really bitchy this morning.  My parents feel bad especially my mom. I was kinda mad because everyone has a vacation time, and I've got nata. Than of course people give me this look as if I'm annoying them for some reason. IF I'M ANNOYING YOU TELL ME AND THAN FUCK OFF!!!

That's all. Bye

"What I've Done" By Linkin Park

In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

I'll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

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Well... my parents are in Chicago right now, and they're an hour behind. Cool. I'm kinda bored but that's cool cuz in like a while I'll be heading to bed so I can go to work tomorrow. Oh Yay!!! blah.  I've gotten into the habit of drinking tea when I want to get to sleep, that causes some problems though, cuz than I'm running to the bathroom ( Read more... )

I've decided to keep this, its interesting to see what everyone else is up to and their opinions. So na-na and ptooey ^_^. talk to you all later