So this weekend I'm supposed to make a film because my class schedule was moved up a week, have a class tomorrow when I'm supposed to help get a friend from the airport, have to buy a halloween costume, am working three shifts, having a friend visit and a crazy gay frat conference is going down. How in holy hell am I gonna get all of this done at

School starts in less than a month, I'm out of that house and in a place with a most spectacular view... things finally seem right

I'm never alone if I don't want to be. I love this one even more now.

So I think that I want to cap off my savings account at $5,000 and then after my bill cycle week put most of whatever's left in my checking account towards student loans. I just did the math and judging by how much I work/what I make a month, after all of my bills I can fully pay off my film school loans in less than two years if I only spend on ( Read more... )

Alright, so I'm actually really glad that I get to have 3 days off in a row and I'm not leaving Washington state during them. I finally had time to get the outline that I've slowly been piecing together since the year began on paper. Now I've got a 23 chapter, I'm guessing about 160-170 page project before me. This'll be my new project before film ( Read more... )

Hmm... I didn't know that someone could love somebody this much, but this guy puts everyone I've ever thought of to shame. I don't regret taking this year off of school. I got a lot of good perspective from it. First off, I was finally able to get my feelings out about what seems like another life. I learned a lot about friendship, mostly with ( Read more... )

I told one of my friends that I loved them tonight. It came out of nowhere, and I didn't think about it before I said it but after I did I realized that it was the truth. I've found yet another person in my life that I could say those words to and legitimately mean them. Thinking about it, it's no wonder why I'm not putting too much effort into ( Read more... )

Somehow, at some point, I've grown to love Capitol Hill. The funny part is that the gays are my least favorite aspect of it. It's artistic, but because it's so dominated by hippies and various other categories of 'chill' people it's not necessarily pretentious. There are some places though that remind me so much of NYC or a contemporary version of ( Read more... )

I'm actually really scared. What'll happen when he comes back? What if I no longer love him? What if he no longer loves me? I should probably stop writing here. I know he'll read this.

Once upon a time there was a guy to chased after me for about 7 1/2 months, sometimes borderline stalking me to the point where I once told him that he was being too clingy. Now I'm sitting around, trying my best to keep busy and scrambling to talk to him via instant messaging for 30 minute intervals. THAT'S ironic.