i feel like such a fool

[happy_monkee]

so...like i said i feel like such a fool. i did something tonight that was a first for me...it was scary and i don't know if i'm happy that i did it or what. i'm kind of not happy but not sad about it and at that same time i'm actually quit sad. i feel like such a fool. i don't know what i was expecting. nothing i guess...but at the same time

Comments

[water_junkie]

Hey you. It's funny you used the analogy of jumping off a cliff. My friend says that. You either land in the warm tropic water and have a nice sailing down stream, or you hit the bottom of the shallow pool. Either way, you get up in the end, shake it off, climb the hill, and jump again.